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2010-11-12T22:49:00.001+08:00

MUHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS A DEAD BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

MUHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!
IM BACK AND HAPPIER THEN EVER!!!!!! NO REGRETS NO WORRIES NO EMO-NESS JUST FUN AND HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE GOTTEN OVER GERALDINE AND DECIDED TO START A NEW LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE LIFE SHALL BE DIFFERENT BUT BEFORE THAT ALL THE BEST TO GERALDINE&DEON LAST LONG AND STAY HAPPY!!!!!!

today was so dam fun even getting into trouble was fun but 1st about yesterday hehehe
yesterday after school me and ashley went to a park to walk walk then we acted like fake couples and made everything epic then at night we made a dare to each other if we would dare to stead each other for one day at 1st kept pushing the dare then in the end also agree NEXT DAY!!!

today in the morning was like hold hands to school then after that chat awhile and message in class and play a fool then after geo was playing outside class and chatting with her then mrs angle yeo came to gg me,sean,mitchell,dior and amoz lols after school got held back ~.~ then went to mrs yeo for getting into trouble but after that went back to class to see mr.turtle or mr.guei or something and everything he said almost sounded like a joke but of course it wasn't lols then after all that rushed to have lunch with stella and celina cause they suddenly decided they wanted to after that rushed bck to her and brought her to training so playing a fool in the mrt then after reach i went to seans house then when going back there to pick her up i went into the lrt and daydreamed for 2full rounds of the whole lrt track lols then when picked her up went to eat a little eat ice cream then walked together t compass point and on the way kept playing lols when we reached compass it was 7pm so lol then later i suggested if we could really like stead then had some thinking and then yes kissed her goodbye then went home cant wait for tuesday :D going off le byes:D

Untill you were gone part 2......

2010-07-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

yea part 2
part 1 was about the wonderful things we did together while part two is about the little things we fought over come to think about it it was very stupid that we actually fought over simple little stuff.....

this time im not gonna tell you the date when it happen im just gonna let you remember the date and i didn't forget the dates just incase you're wandering

i remember the 1st time we quralled it was over some stupid picture message that wasn't true becasue i've never held a single persons hand in my life besides my mum and you Geraldine Fung Hui Fen we almost broke up but we saved it was only the 1st 6days of our relationship...

i remember the time i kinda left you there because i was very unhappy with you saying sorry to samuel chee when you did nothing wrong i left you there alone by yourself with siti and eugene i do feel very bad about it because how could i leave my lao pou over there when she probably needed me the most so i went back could tell you were sobbing i really didn't know what to do but then after 6pm you wanted to go home i wanted to send you but you said you and siti were going home together and you dont need me but the second i turned around i saw your adorable eyes wink and siti i was like LOL i caught you doing that and you said oh damn that was my fault and i know that i was very bad to even think of doing that that was the day of sports carnival

there was once we were chatting on the phone via sms after i sent you up the bus i said that why were you so negative towards this relationship you got supper pissed and you ignored me for 5hours you replied to me at 8pm i felt really afraid that you were gonna leave me

there was once you told me everything qinglun did to you or more like for you i felt really pissed and these words "why don't you leave me alone and go to him" came out i felt pissed and sad at the same time you said "FINE" which made me really afraid of losing you....
on the 22nd of march you sent me a sms that had to do with this up there ^ you said when i told you that you was thinking to your self does that mean i want you to stop loving me no you're wrong i alwalys want your love no one but you because iloveyou and i know you felt the same way too i swore that i'll never abandon you and i never will start iloveyou...

there was once you were unhappy with me hanging out with my friends cause you thought eventually i'll fall in love with one of them but no you're wrong everytime i'm with them i talk about you don't belive go ask anyone of them but eventually we had to give in to each other i let you hang out with boys cause i dont think a good boyfriend should control their girlfriends life by letting her hang out with girls only thats being selfless so i cut you some slack and let you just hang out with whoever you want to hang out with but i do get unhappy when you get too close to them cause it makes me feel useless as a boyfriend.....you alwalys only cared how you felt but you never cared how i felt but i gave in to you every single time i dont think you notice though...

there was once you were doing helping qinglun do the YOG project then sharolyn aka bushy eyebrowns *no insults* she thought you and qinglun were an item so she tried to push you to him when i saw that i felt so damn hurt inside but who could i tell my feelings to so i kept it all inside then qinglun explained but you didn't give a single reaction...

there was once you said we have to break up.... now we have broken up 2months have passed since the break up if we didn't have broken up today could have been our i still think of you everynight if we didn't have broken up today could have been our 5month aniversary....

now about some stuff that happen after the break up charmaine koh said that she was talking to qinglun and qinglun said that he had fallen for you my heart sank deep into the sea but it sunk deeper when you broke up with me i only cried twice in school before the 1st time was you asked for a break up and the 2nd was something else and then there was once kelly called me on the phone and she said that what im going to tell you could break your heart i said ok just tell me she said that rachel ooi said that you were forced into this relationship that tore up my heart.... i dont care about rumors all i care is i want you to know my love for you is true iloveyou Geraldine Fung my lao pou...

and now about today ba...
today class outing became class party in school it was very fun and something creeped me out but the 2real important things 1st was you were there you looked adorable even though you looked the same(: and the second thing was the creepy one we were playing block catching half the class hid them self in a unknown classroom -.- and then after everyone had to leave they all were going the wrong side lol... and i was taking a shortcut at lvl two the at 4hope class down the small stairs i was walking my friend not so far behind named alec teo was right behind me and then i saw a dark shadow running towards the comp lab i saw it thought it was my friend so i chased after it but there was nothing at all when it ran past me i didn't even hear footsteps i ran to look no one not a sign of a person so i came out towards the art room block stairs and saw no one and nothing then alec ran to me and said qige where are you going i asked him did you see a dark figure run past he said yes we looked at each other got scared and ran back down to tell everybody that it felt so haunted then sharon said that she went there just now too and she heard a whipping sound it was so scary and it was only 6pm and ghost started to roam around what if it was at mid-night it will be too scary to be true i cannot forget the scene i saw of that shadow but it isn't a illusion cause if it was i will be the only one that can see it and not alec so i am sure the school could be haunted then we wanted to go check it out again but we gave up the search after awhile but it was scary anyone had a same type of exp at the lvl 2 computer lab area tell me on chat box or on facebook(:
now all i left to say is Geraldine my lao pou iloveyou...

Untill you were gone...

2010-06-01T13:16:00.004+08:00

1st june 2010 today was suppose to be our 3months anniversary but today just hurts like hell today will be counting the special memories we had together hope you'll read this and you will be able to recall everything we had in the past

25th febuary 2010... the day i met you the day when i 1st saw you,that day the 1st moment i saw you your leg was on the chair like a gangster so i was avoiding contact with you but then me and my friend went out to buy some paint you wanted to borrow some after we bought it so you came and "helped" us paint but me being childish and playful went to paint on you, you then tried to get revenge by taking the bottle away and we went to snatch for it ,you then like flung it into the air and the paint landed all over the place when i say place i meant our school uniforms shocked we both were we continued playing a fool anyway as you felt guilty you suddenly decided to help us pick up litter and i called you yati and soon out of the blues someone started to throw bottles around at each other and soon we exchanged numbers quite obvious that none of our projects were even touched .thesecoond i left the school gate i smsed you askiig you about hows your shirt and how would you mother kill you, still being very happy we went opn talking about lots and lots of stuff i then went to shower so we stopped talking then on facebook i asked you how was your shirt and you said you had to wash it yourself i said me too and you said taught you have a maid i said i put a little water on it and it is counted you were like lol then i noticed on your profile that geraldine fung are now friends with ong qi ge, lee wei de and qige ong so random that night we talked so long till you went to sleep the phrase childish+childish=children is the phrase that i'll remember forever its copyrite and no one can steal it from us,i also made promises i'll cheer you up when your upset help you when your in need and never ever abandon you at any cause you said the same and we made a deal, that night was also the night i started to fall for you,you went to my blog tagged and linked me saying hello childish evil teen hahas...

26th feburay 2010... i got into so much trouble i nearly got canned or expled or both but i dindn't tell you 1st so that day was so much trouble i was with the DM for 3+hours you called sevreal times to ask where i was at you smsed me too i told you to wait for me and when i got released i was watching wei de flirt with you and i felt so pissed i then with paint again touched you on the shoulder and then i suddenly noticed my hand had paint and your shirt has it too you were like screaming but the way you did was so cute at one point in the project you were very unhappy i tried to cheer you up i asked why in sms i told stupid lame jokes and out of the blues you became happy again it was raining very heavily i started to think about what would happen because o what i did in school i just sat there to think and you asked me via sms just now i not happy now your turn emo??? i said that i dont know how to explain to you so after we went home over msn i explained to you the same explanation went up on facebook and my blog i said words that hurt you and you felt really unhappy you even cried.... im sorry.... so i did my best to save our relationship as friends i said iloveyou as a friend and my heart skipped a beat when you said it back my love for you was slowly starting to grow on that night i confessed to you, you hid your feelings...and jean came to ask me if i liked you i said maybe

27 feburay 2010... That day you sent me a sms in the morning that i will never forget it was so cute you said good morning sleepy head:D man it was the cutest thing ever but little did i know there was more to come that day i asked you about starting a relationship you said if i was sincere enough you'll consider i was sooo high and so happy i said your smile was what keeps me going that day i also bought a gift and made a box for you to confess to you in front of you on monday

28feburay 2010... i smsed you in the mornining i went cycling that day i fell many times cause i was daydreaming and smsing you everytime i falled i'll tell you and you give me the >< expression that i strangely found so cute and adorable iloveyou geraldine... you told me to concentrate on cycling i said i wanted to talk to you and then i fell again i obviously told you and you found out my plan you said I KNOW I KNOW you purposly tell me you fall de then i said HAHAS you found out then you said i was evil but you probably knew that since day one:D

1ST MARCH 2010...THE BIG DAY in the morning i woke up and prepared for todays recess skip to recess i was so excited my heart was about to burst i confessed to you at recess and your friends dragged you to the spot because you were scared i gave you a box you didn't except it but your friends said take the lion inside but cant take the box cause later you mum will suspect jean helped me cause i lost all my ideas and she gave me some grass she picked from the floor or some dead flowers hahas i need to thank 3people and it is wei de for asking me to show up jean for helping me at time and siti for bringing her over and pouring sand into my hair on day one . iloveyou geraldine we also took a video and a picture that i treasure so much

and the picture

2nd march 2010...
i was daydreaming the whole day till after school at break time before malay lesson started i hugged geraldine and after school i sent her home at the bus interchange i said to her in person iloveyou and she for the 1st time said it back i was so happy

3rd march 2010...
that day i daydreamed so much that almost every period i stood up but it was worth it that day i waited for her outside my classroom and when she walked pass i said hello adorable little girl she smiled so sweetly so i dreamt of her the whole time and my friend who was taking care of the detention class asked me if i had anything better to do lol~

4th march 2010...
that day i daydreamed in detention and then i fell asleep geraldine asked me i so boring to daydream about meh i said no i said i fell asleep to dream about you lols~ iloveyou so much

5th march 2010...
you broke up with me cause of a picture some guy sent you saying i two timed BUT I DIDN'T AND I NEVER WILL that day you told me was also the day your mother found out about us but we lived through that...

6th march 2010...
We patched up i was so happy we did and i really love you alot alot iloveyou muacks

7th march 2010...
i decided to give you a new name called lao pou i know it was spelled wrngly but i wanted to make it special iloveyou lao pou(:

8th march 2010...
that day was one of the most special days i finally held your hand for the 1st time i never felt such a rush of love between us and i wanted to hold you hand everyday i would squeez you hands so tightly and you said no blood ciruilation but then you would squeez tightly as well and i really love that feeling you gave the most adorable smile when we were holding hands iloveyou lao pou:D

9th march 2010...
that day woke up to sms you and then i went to borrow your phone to send some photos:D you asked me to send photos of me too i said baby photos can you said NOOOO MUST BE CURRENT PHOTOS HAHAS:DDD ,after school i walked you to the bus interchange and i said iloveyou lao pou and you said iloveyou too lao gong, iT was SOOOO SWEETTTTTT

10th march 2010...
woke up in the morining and smsed you again had sevreal leg cramps so pain we did soething like sports carnival and i had leg cramps i told you , you gave this face >< and i asked lao pou heart pain iszit you said why cannot uh hahas iloveyou

13 march 2010...
it was the holiday and i missed you soooo much that day i woke up after having a sweet dream of you sleeping found it very adorable and then the dream was about you sleeping weird rites but iloveyou:D

skip pass the holiday till

19 march 2010...
that day you asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie with you and your friends i said ok but felt that it would be awkward you said i could bring my friends along but i said i dont want to if not i would accidently leave you out so i just decided to go with you and your friends

25th march 2010...
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER i held your hand before watching the movie and during the movie i held your hand throughout every scence on of it i looked at you and you'll look at both of us holding hands you'd squeeze my hand and i would squeeze yours everytime i felt that you were getting cold i would cover your hands or put my jacket over you but you'll push it back i kissed you and on the way home in the mrt i hugged you i played with your fingers and then before i was about to leave you asked me to come to you to wisper something in my year you said iloveyou lao gong and you kissed me for the 1st time on my cheeks i felt the bliss and the love that you showed me and i really miss it iloveyou so much and that kiss is so unforgetable iloveyou lao pou forever and ever

30 march 2010...
your birthday at midnight i smsed you happy birthday and iloveyou i did the same on my blog on your blog and on facebook that day your friends and i held a party for you i obviously had to contribute went to pick you up in the morining held your hand said happy birthday and after school your friends went to buy you a cake as jean siti and eugene made you stay on the 3rd floor i called you jean picked up saying eh geraldine your lao gong finding you i was so surprised iloveyou lao pou after that brought you downstairs covered you eyes and walked you to your cake soon we sung happy birthday for you and gave the cakes away i gave you a kiss then all her friends and some of my friends clapped so loudly and she blushed:D, sorry for not having a present but that day i was so dam unlucky to have math remedial so i couldnt stay with you throughout everything sorry,iloveyou lao pou

1st april 2010...
it was our 1month aniversary i had a lesson on so i came down and said happy aniversary lao pou iloveyou sooo much i gave her a kiss and then i said sorry cant pei ni and went to the lesson you left with your korkor to see how i'd feel sorry lao pou... i fel really bad when you left me i know you felt the same when i left for the lesson sorry....iloveyou lao pou....

skip alot of days to

21april 2010...
that day you smsed me everythin that we've been through it really hurt me when i read it becasue i did so much to hurt you iloveyou sooo much and im really sorry for everything wrong i've done

28april 2010
i felt very stressed very unhappy and felt really down the only person who knew was darren... iloveyou geraldine i cannot explain how much i miss you

29april 2010
you ignored me tottaly and i felt so bad at one point i cried and then as all my goodfriends were in school i told them about everything that happen they stayed with me for almost every day and i really thank them alot for being my true friends and i really want to be with you geraldine i miss you so much iloveyou

30 april 2010
you said you never ever want to see me again i felt
skipped a whole lot of may

till

22may 2010 when the funked up rumor started and i told geraldine it is not true little did i know that you never heard about that rumor and i know the rumor is not true so geraldine please belive me iloveyou soo much i dont want to lose you iloveyou...

words of my own
everytime i look at your picture i cant forget the times we played the love game by saying i love love love love love love love love and so on everytiime i think about it i will smile everytime i think of the times we were so mushy to each other i smiled and everytime you said iloveyou or we hugged i smiled cause i miss it so much i dont want this memory to fade away everytime i read the sms you sent me i smiled and the sms that you told your friends saying you wanted to be my wife i really missed it i cannot forget the adorable face yu'll give me when i held your hands when you see me and when i said iloveyou...

ILOVEYOU LAO POU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH,NOW THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME ILOVEYOU

i will end of here BYES...

Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh

If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh

Let me go, Yea

And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
hi
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)

Let me go, Yeah

I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my sh*t wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone

until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone

I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you
(I didnt know how much I would miss you I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone....

2010-05-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

I STILL LOVE YOU I DONT HAVE ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND I'LL JUS BE WAITING FOR YOU ILOVEYOU AND I'VE ALWALYS MEANT IT I'VE ALWALYS MISSED YOU AND I ALWALYS WILL NEED YOU. YOU CHANGED ME FROM THE DAY I MET YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO FORGET YOU SO PLEASE DONT FORGET ME DONT RETURN ME ANYTHING CAUSE I WANTYOU TO KEEP IT THE MEMORIES AND THE TIME I SPENT WITH YOU IS REALLY UNCOUNTABLE AND I REALLY CHERISH IT ILOVEYOU GERALDINE FUNG HUI FEN DONT FORGET WHAT EVER HAPPENS I'LL BE WATCHING YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME .....):....

2010-05-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

about yesterday 1st
so fun sia relive teacher come dam pro let us blast music using school speaker closed all windows blast music turn off lights dance around shout around 1respect going pe look inside like so pro LOL SO DAM FUN BUT THEN ms voo come in ruin everything-,- then recess boring after recess history watch movie lol then boring all the way but then nerly gg cause of my playfulness/childish-ness lol in mdm suzie office for 6hours after ptm went back t her office agn then 6.50 then go home 7+reach home neck pain hand pain sian... thanks to kelly awalys being to close to me people think im her boyfriend MAGEN AND RACHEL OOI STOP SPREADING RUMORS Geraldine heard about it and it killed her inside now im trying to explain and its killinig me inside everytime she says something that really hurts... saying thank them for letting me know that its no use wasting your time loving me anymore is like ripping my heart apart saying we should be complete strangers is like throwing it away saying you hate me burns my heart to ashes feeling so bad nobody knows feeling like crying but i cant show feeling so much pain and then my father comes along to scold me for being forgetful and my once so called brother is just causing me so much dam trouble and he says he's helping if you wanna help delete geraldine's number stay out of my life. why cant you belive me....why cant you belive that i never two-timed you alwalys say once bitten twice shy you've bitten me so many times but im still trying to save this relationship and you just want to give up you say you want to be complete strangers when you know there's more to it i feel so bad feel so sad feel so pissed dont want to hold it anymore hate life hate everything and for the last time kelly is not my anyone she's a friend so just stick to it people who knows about the rumor FUCK OFF CAN I ONG QI GE AM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE SO FUCK THE HELL OFF I DARE YU TO SPEAK ABOUT IT AGAIN

2010-05-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word that they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

Love will come to save us, if we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us, but demand we give our all

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

I would fight for you, would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for

2010-05-22T03:30:00.002+08:00

according to my computer clock it says 3.43am so than its 3.43am i cant sleep but i ill blog about today 21/05/10 today super relaxing ever since mine and her ...... alwalys having moodswing can tell that my attituide changing dont feel too happy about it but today was so relaxing after school went with friends to eat pepper lunch friends treat didin't have to wast $$$:D after that went to a playground at block 401 opposite punggol park than play awhile went to punggol pak to play at its playground was abit too hot so we went to the embankment to play a fool used straws to make long "sticks" than mitchell found a can we went to float it than sink it than used straws to throw than became bored went to the bottom closer to the embankment to lie down so comfortable than being childish make fun of the clouds lol but very relaxed then we all talked or predict how all of us warren,jina,laura,mitchell and me will die lol than went to hougang mall to send all home instead wanted to go some bubbletea store but close so went to sweet talk:D thanks laura for treating i never spent a $$$$:D than after that they wenthome i walk with mitchell to school than change plans he went home i go school pick up meimei drink sweettalk than go home now cant sleep watch camp video really wanna go back to the camp days so fun lor but school also fun:D LOVE CAMP before all of this in class azfar told miss voo about what plot is than azfar say take over the world at blah blah blah than i say mo-jo-jojo from powerpuffgirls LOL SO FUNNY now skip to watching camp video watch untill very cute everybody so blur i dunnoe you , you dunnoe me HAHAS but now see each other disturb each other making friends so easy uh??? lol when see our so called "advertisement" in camp we made a plastic bag car then psl and some others say they like our car very cute HAHAS feel abit paisei about me being in advertisment so weird lor tonight dont wanna sleep le:D but bored so downloading music and for the 1st time cleaning up bed room but i bet in half a day it will be messy again lol~ okay i'll end here FOR NOW:D byes

2010-05-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

Every night I remember that evening
The way you looked when you said you were leaving
The way you cried as you turned to walk away
The cruel words and the false accusations
The mean looks and the same old frustrations
I never thought that we’d throw it all away
But we threw it all away.

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I’m a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)

I’ve been lost, I've been out, I’ve been losing
I’ve been tired, I’m all hurt and confusion
I’ve been mad, I’m the kind of man that I’m not
I’m going down, I’ll be coming back fighting
I may be scared and a little bit frightened
But I’ll be back, I’ll be coming back to life
I’ll be coming back to life

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I’m a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (oooh)
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)

Whoo
And you can try (you can try)
And you can try but you’ll never keep me down
And you can try (you can try)
And you can try but you’ll never keep me down

La la la la la la la la la
(I won't be lost, I won't be down)

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye

It’s alright (It’s alright) cause you can try but you’ll never keep me down
It’s alright (It’s alright) I may be lost but you’ll never keep me down
You can try (you can try) you can try but you’ll never keep me down
You can try (you can try) I know i’m lost but I’m waiting to be found
you’ll never keep me down
you’ll never keep me down
never keep me down

2010-05-12T19:58:00.001+08:00

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I'VE JUST WASTED 3MINS OF YOUR TIME SMILE:DDDDDD

2010-05-04T18:02:00.002+08:00

had a fight with you last night so this morning i wanted to pick you up went there saw you and i ran off..... because i dont want to hurt you so instead i went with darren to pick up his girl stood behind them like some sort of retard.... reach school took a detour so i wont pass your class to get you upset... at recess never went down went to avoid you..... at recess went up to hangout spot than when going back to class saw you from a far walking back so i went to lvl 2 to take another detour at music lesson going to music room asked darren to drag me on the floor so you wont see me he dragged me to stairs than i started walking when coming back i took another detour after school quickly went off so you wont see me went to pizza hut with friends went to the toilet came out and you hurt my feelings upon seeing me...... boys have feelings too not just girls you said it soo loudly my friends heard it and wanted to shout it back to you so i told them you guys slowly shout i go somewhere... than after awhile i look up seeing you at 3rd floor so i went up hiaz.... than went to playground to have some boring fun i'll end here bye... love you

2010-04-30T20:43:00.002+08:00

did you ever wanted to be in this life together or did you plan to kill my heart...... having a night sleeping just dreaming of you feels so dam good but having sleepless nights really is just sad i dont know if the reason you gave me was an excuse or you really had no choice everyday upon seeing you it just makes my heart sink...... i dont even want to go near you fearing you'll get upset everysecond of my life after that day is really bad dont like going anywhere dont have the feeling to eat anymore being to stressed with everything trying to fake a smile infront of others is really hard having my friends to cheer me up am i giving them a hard time??? doing work and suddenly thinking of you losing evrything in 1night dont feel good in anyway feeling speechless all the time seeing others in a happy relationship makes me think of things that i dont know if would happen again dont want to let my family know about anything stressed out need to go somewhere to let everything out but where? feeling like going on a holiday alone with no one to borther or bother about me life's turning sour what should i do now? this is really very wrong ....... its a life of bitterness wit no happiness.....

my day was still very upset didn't want to go to the canteen to see her alwalys walking away from her so she wont be unhappy looking at people trying to woo her such as edwin makes me sink....): looking at others around you makes me jealous the exam went so wrng cause i kept thinking of you it went really bad after school you guys really helped me but it dindn't help much i dont know how to express my feelings to anyone theres no one i can talk to that can really help rather be at one coner for days without anything away from the light and just thinking the amount of preasure that school my dad my mum my aunts and uncles give me the stress you give me the stress everyone gives me makes it difficult for me to handle everything nobody ever said i wanted to give up but i just cant handle it but if you dont want me to give up say something encouraging and not ignore me you dont even want to be friends you just treat me like what you'll leave behind after you move out of your old house everything is screwing up im trying to save my life and i cant let out my troubles to anyone not my sister brother mum dad relatives and i dont think i want to tell my friends, dear all friends around me please dont speak of anything that involves this i really feel very bad i dont want to stay at home maybe in school is the best place im ending her..... bye..... iloveyou hope you'd reliaze that you love me back one day......bye...

2010-04-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

today like usual sad day not happy at all she just ignored me the whole day went so far away from me on purpose than at recess i tapped her she ignored me i said goodluck she ignored me she never cared about me i dont understand why she loves everyone more than me i fee like im at the bottom of your list i've lost all my confidence in everything im in great pain you once said do you every care about others feeling sometimes i wonder if i do but now i cant think of anything strait for exam compo i wrote question 2 and it was about how we met how we fell for each other after reading it i just stared there you'll reply eveyone's sms in the whole wide world but never mine my heart was so hurt seeing darren and his stead so sweet so happy whole day was really bad but now i cherish some of my friends more than i did darren jina wei de caleb tan sharon and laura you guys really help me you guys dont avoid solving my problems but join me in it really thank you man and woman's you talked about my problems with me it really helped while abit but im still greatful thanks alot but to her i dont know what i can do im so stressed out my family my studies you and my life has really gone wrong.....): iloveyou.....

2010-04-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

nobody know the pain im going through now my family doesn't know my friends doesn't know but i wonder if you do everyday the amount of pain i go through no one but me knows but everytime i see you that pain ereases itself but now that you're gone i cant bare with it anymore.......... i cant hold back anymore im in too much pain not in pain with you but something else no one will know about the amount of pain stress and family problems one can handle i only know its harder than it seems i look happy but if you're a true friend you'll know how i really feel..........

2010-04-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

today go school bad mood cause of something that happen last night whole day so sian dont think i should see her cause it will just ruin her mood so far no one noes except darren hiaz dunnoe what happen); than whole day in school so bored going off le would blog tomorrow byes

2010-04-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

dont know what to blog about....

2010-03-30T21:40:00.001+08:00

today was awesome

anyways today walking to school hold her hand normal than its her birthday today so we plan a party me and her class than after recess had music but ny teacher nvr come the relive teacher also never come so no teacher HAHAS then i stand outside my class saw another class at the other end of the level called 1hum we keep waving at them me and my friend then their whole class wave back SOOOOO CUTE
LOR HAHAS then after school celebrate her birthday cover her eyes to the place thaan cute cake with her and gave her a birthday kiss then whole class clap and make alot of noise HAHAS then she blush so cute lor
ILOVEYOU:D

2010-03-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO POU ILOVEYOU:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-25T19:33:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!!!!! went to school to pick up girlfriend in the morning held her hand to school than after school went out with lao pou held her hand before we were about to enter the cenima then while watching movie i keep looking at her while we were holding hands then after the movie hold hand go walk walk then went to mac i bought food for her we ate together and shared drinks:D then continue to walk walk then had to go home so in mrt hold hands than i kiss her then before i had to go i went to hug her told her iloveher than kissed her than she told me she loved me before FOR THE FIRST TIME SHE KISS ME:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD was so happy lor hope it isn't the last timë:DDDDDDDDDDD ILOVEYOU LAO POU MUACKS:DDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

SO SIAN!!!!! HOLIDAY LE cant see her miss her so much lor dont wanna write anything bad in here that can make her unhappy so im only gonna write there is someone tearing us apart not gonna say who dont try to change him please he cannot be changed le he had too many chance's to change but he wasted it all but neverminds if i cant change the way you think then i would let you find out yourself sorry for doubting on you anyways i miss you so much lor you HAVE TO ASK YOUR MOTHER IF YOU CAN GO OUT HOR then we go watch movie=D anyways about my day

woke up very early after a good dream sms-ed lao pou see if she's awake but nopes not awake at 10.30+ then she wake up dunnoe why i find it so adorable LOLS then sms-ed whole day kept daydreaming halfway then think of something then bro's friends come to play music so i helped out LOLS kinda anyways this coming tuesday have training for national cross country must support me hor LOLS training also support:p

2010-03-10T18:51:00.002+08:00

morning woke up with radio in my ear 1st thing heard was i hope it is going to rain for another 5hours by 91.3fm dj's sat up to look outside saw the rain happy sms-ed lao pou then went to school P.E due to rain boring english soso recess boring math boring chinese boring science boring lit soso after school wanted to wait for lao pou but she say she want go home): so just waited in school for soccr it sucked whole class fail except badminton sian after everything hang out with friends then keep having LEG CRAMP 5TIMES LIAO SIAN!!!!!! then come home msn lao pou and blog tmr mabey will blog:p byes iloveyou lao pou

2010-03-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

Today wake up bathe sms-ed lao pou go school recess went to lao pou lend her my phone send photos LOLS after school went to her samuel chee there diao malay lesson played a fool kena scolding then after school VERY IMPORTANT at 1st waited for lao pou then she came out go walk her to bus interchange half way hold her hand :D hold and never let go LOLS hold till i had to go then said i loveyou lao pou then hugged her from behind lols then lao pu said iloveyou lao gong SO SWEEEEEEEEEEET LOLS MUACKS ILOVEYOU:D

done dunnoe tmr want blog anot see if tmr is fun or unique:D

2010-03-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

HELD HER HAND FOR THE 1ST TIME IM HAPPY:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

OUR LOVE STORY
WE MET ON 25FEBRUARY 2010 I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU ON 26FEBRUARY 2010 I TALKED TO YOU DAY AND NIGHT I MISSED YOU EVERY SECOND I COULD'NT SEE YOU I FELT SAD ON 1ST MARCH 2010 I CONFESSED. I ONLY KNEW YOU FOR 4DAYS BUT I LOVED YOU I CONFESSED AT 10.10AM 1ST MARCH ON 9.40P.M THE SAME DAY I ASKED YOU AM I YOUR RIGHT CHOICE YOU SAID YES AND YOU SAID I WILL NEVER CHANGE FOR YOU YOU ARE SOOOO RIGHT I WILL NEVER CHANGE FOR YOU MY FEELINGS WILL BE TRUTHFUL TOWARDS YOU I'LL HUG YOU EVERYDAY I'LL KISS YOU EVERYDAY I WILL ALWALYS BE WITH YOU THROUGH TICK AND THIN NO ONE CAN PULL US APART WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER AND I WANT THIS TO BE MUSHY

ILOVEYOU GERALDINE FUNG

now about my day
today went to school got bored sms-ed geraldine then at recess went to canteen to talk to geraldine at the last minuite i hugged her skip to after school had to stay back for science sorry geraldine cant see you then went strait to detention daydream about geraldine then mitchell told me that samuel chee went to geraldine so i sneaked out of detention to see geraldine then samuel was gone so i told her stuff then i told geraldine i love her then went back to detention to talk with nicolas after awhile 2guys at the back asked us if we wanted to play chess then we played for awhile then detention over went to see geraldine CAUSE I LOVE HER after that went to play soccer with friends when i walked up to them all shouted QI GE!!!!!! lols??? i was like wah miss me so much lol then falled down painful... then went to canteen actually wanted to see geraldine but got a prefect so i was shy so went to my sister talk awhile then eat with her and her friends then was about to go home so i said iloveyou to geraldine and byes dunnoe why she sooo sad hiaz

2010-03-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

this morning woke up cause my love sms-ed me to wake up lols then i went to sch with my love sms-ing me lols than in school boring than home eco made stuff lazy to spell:D then after sch went to see my love told her i love her and ate something LOL than in detention sms my love then told her i wanted to go daydream about her so went to daydream than falled asleep lols she asked me i that boring to daydream about meh LOLS iloveyou muacks then came home sms-ed her than went to airport to fetch my dad then came home sms her alll the way while doing homework LOLS DONE HAVE TO DO HOMEWORK HIAZ

ILOVEYOU GERALDINE FUNG MUACKS YOU'RE SOOOO SWEET MUACKS

2010-03-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S DAY SO BORING KEEP GETTING SCOLDED FOR DAY DREAMING LOLS THAN NEARLY GOT DETENTION LOLS actually wanted to see my girlfriend at recess but cant cause all her friends were there and they all so happen to be girls lols so cant hug her or say i love you than after school also cant meet her hiaz waited for GERALDINE outside my class then when she walked pass i said hello adorable girl then she smiled sooooo sweetly LOLS I LOVE YOU GERALDINE FUNG MUACKS i know you will read this soooo i love you muacks sooo then went for detention so sian hiaz day dreamed about geraldine for the whole day lor my prefect friend say do i haveanything better to do LOLS then after detention went to see geraldine lols she soooo cute lors then waited for her till its late and my mum asked me to go home hiaz never hug her so sian lols but at least she said she loved me muacks :D ILOVEYOU:D then came home she told me don't wanna keep anything away from me told me that her senior sending her home LOLS okayyes i don't mind just as long as my girlfriend gets home safely ILOVEYOU told me changing phone lols kk now im going off le

2010-03-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

TODAY KEEP DAYDREAMING HAD TO WRITE LINES AND STAND UP SO MANY TIME LOLS then lessons have to write code of conduct agn sian after that is after sch THAN MEET GERALDINE AT break time to have malay lesson HUGGED HER LOLS AFTER SCH DO PROJECT then walk to the bus interchange with geraldine talked awhile i said i love you SHE SAID IT BACK LOLS WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE HER MUACKS LOLS WHOLE DAY SMS HER NOW DOING HOMEWORK AND BLOGGING OKAYYES DONE BYES:D

2010-03-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU GERALDINE FUNG MY GIRLFRIEND NOW AND FOREVER I WILL NEVER BREAK YOU HEART I LOVE YOU:D MUACKS <3

GERALDINE I LOVE YOU MUACKS

2010-02-28T08:16:00.002+08:00

there's nothing t write s early in the morning i just want to write about the girl i love if you are reading this you are the only person that never made my heart stop it kept on beating everytime i sms-ed you i will just touch my hear just to feel how fast it's beating and when i start to think of it i will start laughing for no reason and its all because i love you i've done somthing that i dunno if you would find sincere i bought a present for you that i've wanted to give you cause i love you i don't think this is just a crush cause when i first saw you i just fell for you you are so sweet you are my lucky charm with you by my side i never want to give up on live because i loveyou i never wanna let you go not for life but for anything nothing can pull us apart i'll make you happy when you're sad i will be your light waiting at the end of the tunnel or mabey because i see you i will alwalys be infront of you so we can get through anything that is in our way i love you i wanna hug you to sleep i wann hold your hands and i want to kiss you ever single day i miss you and i love you i know the past few days i've alwalys been saying i love you and stuff yo asked me that i said it so many time i know but because you're so cute so amazing i dont think i ever want to stop i know you like me you made it clear i dont want it to just any crush but i want it to be an extraordinary relationship i love you i dont think i want to lose such a girl like you i love you if you're name starts with a G and the ser name starts with a F i want you to be my GF i love you

2010-02-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

got dragged out from my bed mum keep disturbing me till i woke up went to shower geraldine sms-ed me in the morning saying good morning sleepy head so cute then used computer asked her to use the computer too then chat awhile then had to go eat after that went out whole day sms i asked her if im sincere enough would she date me she said mabey wooooooohooooooooo(: her smile is what keeps me going bought something for someone then went home bought something to eat for dinner at 7.30 went to swim hurt my back kept thinking of someone i miss her and i love her but she keeps saying stuff that is very hurtful i really wish to be with her she's so cute then sms-ed more now msn-ing
byes if you MY SPECIAL SOMEONE I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU

tmr will blog agn

2010-02-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

I'VE NEVER BEEN SO DOWN IN MY LIFE

2010-02-26T19:13:00.001+08:00

I HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY FOR THE SAKE OF MY FRIENDS AND FOR YOU BUT WHAT IF THE OUTCOME IS BAD WHAT IF I MIGHT NEVER SEE YOU ALL AGIAN WHAT IF MY FAMILY WONT FORGIVE ME WHAT IF I HAVE TO GIVE UP ON LIFE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I LOVE MY LIFE I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW BD I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT IF I HAVE TO GO WILL I STILL BE IN YOUR HEARTS I NEED LOVE IM AFRAID I REALLY NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON SOB... SOB... LIFE IS NOT EASY WHAT SHOULD I DO WHAT WILL MY PARENTS SAY WHEN I SHOW THEM THAT PAPER WHAT IF I CAN NEVER GO BACK TO HIHS T-T WHAT IF LIFE HAS NO MEANING DO I REALLY STILL HAVE TO LIVE IF THERE'S NO SCH I'D RATHER DIE

2010-02-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

today at first was dAM boring woke up early at 5.30 went to shower then fell asleep LOL went to sch at 7 all lesson so boring then english teacher ask whole class to disturb the whole sch and just stand in the parade square and look in the skies then we did it alot of people went to look up dam funny after sch wnet to haogang mall to find a little furball then went home play com and x-box 3+wei de call and ask where are you i 4got that had to do project took bus there play with a new friend geraldine fung LOL paint on her then she fling paint onto my shirt lols dam cute sia then she become my maid keep callin her yati very cute very funny if wei de nvr call me back i wont have knew such a cheerful friend lols whole day chattin with her then she ask me for blog everythin done le called me i so automatic lols done bloggin should i change my blog skin?

2010-02-23T20:52:00.003+08:00

Today wake up went to shower rest on thebed fell asleep woke up agn to go sch went sch slack disturb sharon then nvr bring stuff for music have to write code of conduct at math dam fun math teacher nvr come keep playing call sean cute play dam fun then have lce lesson fell asleep in the hall then wenthome drink bubble tea use com whole day then slack watch tv now gonna watch tv...Zzzzzz

2010-02-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today cross country run dam tired got fifth place not a high number but food enough for me :D then went to collect the medal stupid teacher called my name as ong qi gee wth IT WAS LIKE zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz after that sean come my hous to play gta and maple tried his acc fun lols but today run dam tired nvr stop running for 3strait km's then when come back at fith dunnoe go where +have headace lor so sian grandmother gave me $10 for getting a medal dun really wan it tough but sui pian ba gonna not blog now

16-2-10

2010-02-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN childhood friends came to eat then watch 2012 the movie on dvd then use com for awhile then went to play colour catching then block catching dam fun everytime go in the lift got others so we alwalys say happy new year to them +shake hands dam fun then when me and fren turn catcher they all go up to slack and use com and enjoy air con then we join them and watch ghost movie dam un-scarry they all cramp on my bed so sian then after they went home i uuse com till 10pm eat then puke then buy newspaper and somthing to drink:) then ok le so eat agn then blog now gonna sleep cause tmr have 3lap run around sch yeah :) BUT ON FRIDAY GOT CROSS COUNTRY SO GOOD :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) YEAH

2010-02-15T13:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY EVERYONE AND VALENTINES DAY FORGOT TO WISH YOU GUYS CAUSE NEVER SLEEP FOR A VERY LONG TIME GONG GONG ONE DUN WN BLOG NOW BYES ANYWAYS DAM LOT OF HONG PAO MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2010-02-14T06:03:00.000+08:00

6.02am still awake dunnoe later collect hong pao can stay awake anot LOLS gonna watch TV

12-2-10

2010-02-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

wake up no voice have fever but went to sch anyways cause have the chance to see primary sch teacher's went through boring math lesson the rest of the lessons ok ok lah but the chinee new year celebration so dam boring and stupid HIHS say must be puntual but they never let us off puntual have to w8 extra half hour so sian after that went to pri sch saw mr.mok take ming min's orange take and give mr.mok dam funny make alot of noise then mr mok chase us out sads lor after pri sch mum said that going buy new phone SOOOOO HAPPY BUT SADLY NO STOCK WALAO SIANZZZZZ when come home get ready to eat reunion dinner b4 the dinner eat flu medicine keep wanting to sleep in the end fall asleep on my dads arm then after dinner sleep in the car now at home write blog le byes dam tired

11-2-10

2010-02-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

today in sch cip hour dam funny me sean sng and shawn peak and roy and warren have to clean the whole sch an pick up rubbish dam fun me and sean sng team up take 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th floor to clean DAM CLEAN LOR then we walk and talk then we saw news paper outside a classroom then we ask each other i said yes then we chiongto the news paper and tear the paper dam funny then walk walk saw shawn ask him pick up the leaf on the floor after that when around disturbing people then went to meet shawn peak and warren+roy to play a fool pick up rocks and put in the bag at the end of the day outside the hall someone told us that we cant use rocks cause they will check then we dump all the rocks on the floor pick up ten trow in the dustbin but i juz take the big one and put at the side of the spiral stairs then we sat there shawn saw my rock and ask is that your rock i said yes then we keep laughing anyways while shawn was pouring out the rock he said something dam cute he said all my hard work ikeep laughing then saw our form teacher stop laughing after that went home fell asleep woke up have to go for reunion dinner dam sian and abit funny eating abolone dam rubber type cant bite juz swallow the hole thing then afther awhile said that i feel somthing in my stomac dam big and heavy then my gand dad put a giant prawn on my plate i said im not gonna eat it untill i dun feel the abolone in my stomac anymore so w8 so long keep talking then desert come red bean soup i hate so i never dring i ask my bro drink then my cousin say u havent eat your prawn i said orh yah i forgot about my prawn we keep laughing in the end also never eat after thatgo east coast park to drink stufftalk awhile then go home le then blog lor byes

9-2-10

2010-02-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

woke up late for fun reach sch at 7+ then slack and listen to music untill sean come disturb mr but play untill prefect ask us go to parade square after everything mr.dan's lesson played bingo FUN :D THEN continue my everyday job that is to disturb sharon take her malaysian money run around take her handphone and put under my shoe LOLS then run around after sch have to go for math tution (sch) so sian de but keep playing with sean play~ then he ask me wack him on the back see how pain i wack him dam hard then he say my turn i run DAM funny but b4 me we went to the toilet to see if got my handprint then have sia dam red also but in the toilet he ask me to let him wack me i let then wah dam pain sia then i also have hand print but his is bigger and more red cause my hand big LOLS :p SIAN LE watch tv mabey i wan to study for tmr's test

8-2-10

2010-02-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

whole day very sian keep trowing new year's class deco around the classroom then after sch went to eat mac with sean but sean left then say he daunwan come back sian juz nice saw darren ask him an eat mac tgt he say ok thenwe go eat after that see xing xang and shi pei and their friends went to play with them after that juz went back to sch to help out with the deco at 3.pm++ 1st hour talk talk talk then i play a fool then 4++ to 6.50+ do work then finish at near 7 walk home eat dinner then shower now watching tv have nth to do tmr have test sian

early morning

2010-02-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

morning @9am wake up from the balcony last night DAM cold but very nice DAM LOT OF STARS LAST NIGHT but anyways after waking up lie on the sofa for hlf an hour then mother come disturb me play and ply till 10+ then fall of the sofa my mother take over the sofa so bad LOL then went to shower dam smelly cause of the paint very sian after the shower wnet to china town to buy new year deco dunnoe how come on the few days in every year that we go there its DAM HOT LOR sian but lucky got new car the air-con POWER then stupid cousin wasted money on a fucking hello kitty new year deco how stupid but other then that ate mac then on the way home my sister fell asleep on my arm then i fell asleep on my brothers arm then all lean on my brother when wake up still have to cut hair but dun wun come out of the car anyways got out and went to cut hair then the person cut hair have hair all over my face i really want to scratch but cannot so i try to blow it off never happens... other then that watch monster vs ailens so stupid onli some parts funny the rest was just dumb my fav char is the blue jelly gonna watch tv byes :D

2010-02-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

btw the time now is 10.39p.m not 6am the bllogs time is messed up LOL

juz finish work

2010-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha juz finish painting toilet number 2 yea!!!!!! played a fool in the toilet listen o danching queen tmr will upload pics and mabey the video :p AFTER SCRUBING MY HAND very pain but now very sian decided to sleep in the balcony to sleep under the moon light and the stars so gonna do every kids dream sleep under the stars +I BET EVERY ONE HEARD OF THIS WORK HARD PLAY HARDER HAHAHAHAHAHA AND im not gonna upload pics 2day cause im lazy and im using laptop so dun wanna move any files into the laptop tmr let u see byes gonna play X-BOX anyways listening to (live like we're dying we should really do that enjoy every secon of life~ nites people

2010-02-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT FUCKING FATHER SO FUCKING ANNOYING WAN US PAINT THE FUXKING TOILET DAM BIG YOU KNOW THEN I PAINT SAY PAINT TO SLOW THEN CHASE ME OUT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK THEN GO BUY THE FUCKING PAO FOR HIM GO BUY YOURSELF LAH NO LEG ARH ASSHOLE MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING NOISE EVERY FUCKING YEAR ALSO LIKE THAT BO LIAO ISZIT WHOLE YEAR NVR DO ANYTHING NOW COME MAKE SO MUCH NOISE FUCK CHINESE NEW YEAR SO FUCKING FUCKED UP FUN ONLI TAKE HONG PAO DUN FUCK LAH ASK PEOPLE TAKE THING THEN WHEN BRING THERE SO NO NEED DO YOU HVE NOTHING FUCKING TO DO ASSHOLE FUCK OFF LAH I NO NEDD YOU IN MY LIFE SO FUCKING ANNOYING EVERYTIME SATURDAY AND SUNDAY OTHERS STILL SLEEPING LIKE A BABY WAKE US UP AT 8 FOR WHAT!!! ALSO NOTHING TO DO THEN WE USE COMPUTER KEEP SHOUTING AND SAY COME DOWNSTAIRS WATCH TV WATCH TV FOR WHAT WE USING COM NON OF YOUR BUISNESS GO AWAY LAH
+WHY THE FUCK DO WE NEED TO PAINT THE WHITE TILES WITH WHITE PAINT USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN I HATE YOU AS A FATER GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

juz testing

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2010-02-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

sharon asked me to take my baby photo to let her see i take then go play wolfteam make her w8 while playing wolf team kena owned 59 TIMES and onli killed like 15 wth then went to play maple try to train train till 72% die 6 times sian dun wan train le

A HAPPY FUN BUT BORING DAY...

2010-02-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

TODAY abit boring cause nvr go science lab so sian but play dam lot keep disturbing sharon cause i was bored then stole her marker to try to draw on her i think draw on her like 4 to 5 times then use her safety pin to poke holes into her form evil hor but fun lah after recess kena scolding by stephaine DAM SCARY!!!!! NOT!!!!!!!

The first time

2010-02-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i started a blog with the help of my sister Hehehe but rmb tag me still dunnoe what that means LOL hehehehe better learn from my sister