Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Untill you were gone... @ 1:16 PM
1st june 2010 today was suppose to be our 3months anniversary but today just hurts like hell today will be counting the special memories we had together hope you'll read this and you will be able to recall everything we had in the past
25th febuary 2010... the day i met you the day when i 1st saw you,that day the 1st moment i saw you your leg was on the chair like a gangster so i was avoiding contact with you but then me and my friend went out to buy some paint you wanted to borrow some after we bought it so you came and "helped" us paint but me being childish and playful went to paint on you, you then tried to get revenge by taking the bottle away and we went to snatch for it ,you then like flung it into the air and the paint landed all over the place when i say place i meant our school uniforms shocked we both were we continued playing a fool anyway as you felt guilty you suddenly decided to help us pick up litter and i called you yati and soon out of the blues someone started to throw bottles around at each other and soon we exchanged numbers quite obvious that none of our projects were even touched .thesecoond i left the school gate i smsed you askiig you about hows your shirt and how would you mother kill you, still being very happy we went opn talking about lots and lots of stuff i then went to shower so we stopped talking then on facebook i asked you how was your shirt and you said you had to wash it yourself i said me too and you said taught you have a maid i said i put a little water on it and it is counted you were like lol then i noticed on your profile that geraldine fung are now friends with ong qi ge, lee wei de and qige ong so random that night we talked so long till you went to sleep the phrase childish+childish=children is the phrase that i'll remember forever its copyrite and no one can steal it from us,i also made promises i'll cheer you up when your upset help you when your in need and never ever abandon you at any cause you said the same and we made a deal, that night was also the night i started to fall for you,you went to my blog tagged and linked me saying hello childish evil teen hahas...
26th feburay 2010... i got into so much trouble i nearly got canned or expled or both but i dindn't tell you 1st so that day was so much trouble i was with the DM for 3+hours you called sevreal times to ask where i was at you smsed me too i told you to wait for me and when i got released i was watching wei de flirt with you and i felt so pissed i then with paint again touched you on the shoulder and then i suddenly noticed my hand had paint and your shirt has it too you were like screaming but the way you did was so cute at one point in the project you were very unhappy i tried to cheer you up i asked why in sms i told stupid lame jokes and out of the blues you became happy again it was raining very heavily i started to think about what would happen because o what i did in school i just sat there to think and you asked me via sms just now i not happy now your turn emo??? i said that i dont know how to explain to you so after we went home over msn i explained to you the same explanation went up on facebook and my blog i said words that hurt you and you felt really unhappy you even cried.... im sorry.... so i did my best to save our relationship as friends i said iloveyou as a friend and my heart skipped a beat when you said it back my love for you was slowly starting to grow on that night i confessed to you, you hid your feelings...and jean came to ask me if i liked you i said maybe
27 feburay 2010... That day you sent me a sms in the morning that i will never forget it was so cute you said good morning sleepy head:D man it was the cutest thing ever but little did i know there was more to come that day i asked you about starting a relationship you said if i was sincere enough you'll consider i was sooo high and so happy i said your smile was what keeps me going that day i also bought a gift and made a box for you to confess to you in front of you on monday
28feburay 2010... i smsed you in the mornining i went cycling that day i fell many times cause i was daydreaming and smsing you everytime i falled i'll tell you and you give me the >< expression that i strangely found so cute and adorable iloveyou geraldine... you told me to concentrate on cycling i said i wanted to talk to you and then i fell again i obviously told you and you found out my plan you said I KNOW I KNOW you purposly tell me you fall de then i said HAHAS you found out then you said i was evil but you probably knew that since day one:D
1ST MARCH 2010...THE BIG DAY in the morning i woke up and prepared for todays recess skip to recess i was so excited my heart was about to burst i confessed to you at recess and your friends dragged you to the spot because you were scared i gave you a box you didn't except it but your friends said take the lion inside but cant take the box cause later you mum will suspect jean helped me cause i lost all my ideas and she gave me some grass she picked from the floor or some dead flowers hahas i need to thank 3people and it is wei de for asking me to show up jean for helping me at time and siti for bringing her over and pouring sand into my hair on day one . iloveyou geraldine we also took a video and a picture that i treasure so much
and the picture
2nd march 2010...
i was daydreaming the whole day till after school at break time before malay lesson started i hugged geraldine and after school i sent her home at the bus interchange i said to her in person iloveyou and she for the 1st time said it back i was so happy
3rd march 2010...
that day i daydreamed so much that almost every period i stood up but it was worth it that day i waited for her outside my classroom and when she walked pass i said hello adorable little girl she smiled so sweetly so i dreamt of her the whole time and my friend who was taking care of the detention class asked me if i had anything better to do lol~
4th march 2010...
that day i daydreamed in detention and then i fell asleep geraldine asked me i so boring to daydream about meh i said no i said i fell asleep to dream about you lols~ iloveyou so much
5th march 2010...
you broke up with me cause of a picture some guy sent you saying i two timed BUT I DIDN'T AND I NEVER WILL that day you told me was also the day your mother found out about us but we lived through that...
6th march 2010...
We patched up i was so happy we did and i really love you alot alot iloveyou muacks
7th march 2010...
i decided to give you a new name called lao pou i know it was spelled wrngly but i wanted to make it special iloveyou lao pou(:
8th march 2010...
that day was one of the most special days i finally held your hand for the 1st time i never felt such a rush of love between us and i wanted to hold you hand everyday i would squeez you hands so tightly and you said no blood ciruilation but then you would squeez tightly as well and i really love that feeling you gave the most adorable smile when we were holding hands iloveyou lao pou:D
9th march 2010...
that day woke up to sms you and then i went to borrow your phone to send some photos:D you asked me to send photos of me too i said baby photos can you said NOOOO MUST BE CURRENT PHOTOS HAHAS:DDD ,after school i walked you to the bus interchange and i said iloveyou lao pou and you said iloveyou too lao gong, iT was SOOOO SWEETTTTTT
10th march 2010...
woke up in the morining and smsed you again had sevreal leg cramps so pain we did soething like sports carnival and i had leg cramps i told you , you gave this face >< and i asked lao pou heart pain iszit you said why cannot uh hahas iloveyou
13 march 2010...
it was the holiday and i missed you soooo much that day i woke up after having a sweet dream of you sleeping found it very adorable and then the dream was about you sleeping weird rites but iloveyou:D
skip pass the holiday till
19 march 2010...
that day you asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie with you and your friends i said ok but felt that it would be awkward you said i could bring my friends along but i said i dont want to if not i would accidently leave you out so i just decided to go with you and your friends
25th march 2010...
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER i held your hand before watching the movie and during the movie i held your hand throughout every scence on of it i looked at you and you'll look at both of us holding hands you'd squeeze my hand and i would squeeze yours everytime i felt that you were getting cold i would cover your hands or put my jacket over you but you'll push it back i kissed you and on the way home in the mrt i hugged you i played with your fingers and then before i was about to leave you asked me to come to you to wisper something in my year you said iloveyou lao gong and you kissed me for the 1st time on my cheeks i felt the bliss and the love that you showed me and i really miss it iloveyou so much and that kiss is so unforgetable iloveyou lao pou forever and ever
30 march 2010...
your birthday at midnight i smsed you happy birthday and iloveyou i did the same on my blog on your blog and on facebook that day your friends and i held a party for you i obviously had to contribute went to pick you up in the morining held your hand said happy birthday and after school your friends went to buy you a cake as jean siti and eugene made you stay on the 3rd floor i called you jean picked up saying eh geraldine your lao gong finding you i was so surprised iloveyou lao pou after that brought you downstairs covered you eyes and walked you to your cake soon we sung happy birthday for you and gave the cakes away i gave you a kiss then all her friends and some of my friends clapped so loudly and she blushed:D, sorry for not having a present but that day i was so dam unlucky to have math remedial so i couldnt stay with you throughout everything sorry,iloveyou lao pou
1st april 2010...
it was our 1month aniversary i had a lesson on so i came down and said happy aniversary lao pou iloveyou sooo much i gave her a kiss and then i said sorry cant pei ni and went to the lesson you left with your korkor to see how i'd feel sorry lao pou... i fel really bad when you left me i know you felt the same when i left for the lesson sorry....iloveyou lao pou....
skip alot of days to
21april 2010...
that day you smsed me everythin that we've been through it really hurt me when i read it becasue i did so much to hurt you iloveyou sooo much and im really sorry for everything wrong i've done
28april 2010
i felt very stressed very unhappy and felt really down the only person who knew was darren... iloveyou geraldine i cannot explain how much i miss you
29april 2010
you ignored me tottaly and i felt so bad at one point i cried and then as all my goodfriends were in school i told them about everything that happen they stayed with me for almost every day and i really thank them alot for being my true friends and i really want to be with you geraldine i miss you so much iloveyou
30 april 2010
you said you never ever want to see me again i felt
skipped a whole lot of may
till
22may 2010 when the funked up rumor started and i told geraldine it is not true little did i know that you never heard about that rumor and i know the rumor is not true so geraldine please belive me iloveyou soo much i dont want to lose you iloveyou...
words of my own
everytime i look at your picture i cant forget the times we played the love game by saying i love love love love love love love love and so on everytiime i think about it i will smile everytime i think of the times we were so mushy to each other i smiled and everytime you said iloveyou or we hugged i smiled cause i miss it so much i dont want this memory to fade away everytime i read the sms you sent me i smiled and the sms that you told your friends saying you wanted to be my wife i really missed it i cannot forget the adorable face yu'll give me when i held your hands when you see me and when i said iloveyou...
ILOVEYOU LAO POU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH,NOW THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME ILOVEYOU
i will end of here BYES...
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Let me go, Yea
And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
hi
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)
Let me go, Yeah
I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my sh*t wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you
(I didnt know how much I would miss you I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone....
25th febuary 2010... the day i met you the day when i 1st saw you,that day the 1st moment i saw you your leg was on the chair like a gangster so i was avoiding contact with you but then me and my friend went out to buy some paint you wanted to borrow some after we bought it so you came and "helped" us paint but me being childish and playful went to paint on you, you then tried to get revenge by taking the bottle away and we went to snatch for it ,you then like flung it into the air and the paint landed all over the place when i say place i meant our school uniforms shocked we both were we continued playing a fool anyway as you felt guilty you suddenly decided to help us pick up litter and i called you yati and soon out of the blues someone started to throw bottles around at each other and soon we exchanged numbers quite obvious that none of our projects were even touched .thesecoond i left the school gate i smsed you askiig you about hows your shirt and how would you mother kill you, still being very happy we went opn talking about lots and lots of stuff i then went to shower so we stopped talking then on facebook i asked you how was your shirt and you said you had to wash it yourself i said me too and you said taught you have a maid i said i put a little water on it and it is counted you were like lol then i noticed on your profile that geraldine fung are now friends with ong qi ge, lee wei de and qige ong so random that night we talked so long till you went to sleep the phrase childish+childish=children is the phrase that i'll remember forever its copyrite and no one can steal it from us,i also made promises i'll cheer you up when your upset help you when your in need and never ever abandon you at any cause you said the same and we made a deal, that night was also the night i started to fall for you,you went to my blog tagged and linked me saying hello childish evil teen hahas...
26th feburay 2010... i got into so much trouble i nearly got canned or expled or both but i dindn't tell you 1st so that day was so much trouble i was with the DM for 3+hours you called sevreal times to ask where i was at you smsed me too i told you to wait for me and when i got released i was watching wei de flirt with you and i felt so pissed i then with paint again touched you on the shoulder and then i suddenly noticed my hand had paint and your shirt has it too you were like screaming but the way you did was so cute at one point in the project you were very unhappy i tried to cheer you up i asked why in sms i told stupid lame jokes and out of the blues you became happy again it was raining very heavily i started to think about what would happen because o what i did in school i just sat there to think and you asked me via sms just now i not happy now your turn emo??? i said that i dont know how to explain to you so after we went home over msn i explained to you the same explanation went up on facebook and my blog i said words that hurt you and you felt really unhappy you even cried.... im sorry.... so i did my best to save our relationship as friends i said iloveyou as a friend and my heart skipped a beat when you said it back my love for you was slowly starting to grow on that night i confessed to you, you hid your feelings...and jean came to ask me if i liked you i said maybe
27 feburay 2010... That day you sent me a sms in the morning that i will never forget it was so cute you said good morning sleepy head:D man it was the cutest thing ever but little did i know there was more to come that day i asked you about starting a relationship you said if i was sincere enough you'll consider i was sooo high and so happy i said your smile was what keeps me going that day i also bought a gift and made a box for you to confess to you in front of you on monday
28feburay 2010... i smsed you in the mornining i went cycling that day i fell many times cause i was daydreaming and smsing you everytime i falled i'll tell you and you give me the >< expression that i strangely found so cute and adorable iloveyou geraldine... you told me to concentrate on cycling i said i wanted to talk to you and then i fell again i obviously told you and you found out my plan you said I KNOW I KNOW you purposly tell me you fall de then i said HAHAS you found out then you said i was evil but you probably knew that since day one:D
1ST MARCH 2010...THE BIG DAY in the morning i woke up and prepared for todays recess skip to recess i was so excited my heart was about to burst i confessed to you at recess and your friends dragged you to the spot because you were scared i gave you a box you didn't except it but your friends said take the lion inside but cant take the box cause later you mum will suspect jean helped me cause i lost all my ideas and she gave me some grass she picked from the floor or some dead flowers hahas i need to thank 3people and it is wei de for asking me to show up jean for helping me at time and siti for bringing her over and pouring sand into my hair on day one . iloveyou geraldine we also took a video and a picture that i treasure so much
and the picture
2nd march 2010...
i was daydreaming the whole day till after school at break time before malay lesson started i hugged geraldine and after school i sent her home at the bus interchange i said to her in person iloveyou and she for the 1st time said it back i was so happy
3rd march 2010...
that day i daydreamed so much that almost every period i stood up but it was worth it that day i waited for her outside my classroom and when she walked pass i said hello adorable little girl she smiled so sweetly so i dreamt of her the whole time and my friend who was taking care of the detention class asked me if i had anything better to do lol~
4th march 2010...
that day i daydreamed in detention and then i fell asleep geraldine asked me i so boring to daydream about meh i said no i said i fell asleep to dream about you lols~ iloveyou so much
5th march 2010...
you broke up with me cause of a picture some guy sent you saying i two timed BUT I DIDN'T AND I NEVER WILL that day you told me was also the day your mother found out about us but we lived through that...
6th march 2010...
We patched up i was so happy we did and i really love you alot alot iloveyou muacks
7th march 2010...
i decided to give you a new name called lao pou i know it was spelled wrngly but i wanted to make it special iloveyou lao pou(:
8th march 2010...
that day was one of the most special days i finally held your hand for the 1st time i never felt such a rush of love between us and i wanted to hold you hand everyday i would squeez you hands so tightly and you said no blood ciruilation but then you would squeez tightly as well and i really love that feeling you gave the most adorable smile when we were holding hands iloveyou lao pou:D
9th march 2010...
that day woke up to sms you and then i went to borrow your phone to send some photos:D you asked me to send photos of me too i said baby photos can you said NOOOO MUST BE CURRENT PHOTOS HAHAS:DDD ,after school i walked you to the bus interchange and i said iloveyou lao pou and you said iloveyou too lao gong, iT was SOOOO SWEETTTTTT
10th march 2010...
woke up in the morining and smsed you again had sevreal leg cramps so pain we did soething like sports carnival and i had leg cramps i told you , you gave this face >< and i asked lao pou heart pain iszit you said why cannot uh hahas iloveyou
13 march 2010...
it was the holiday and i missed you soooo much that day i woke up after having a sweet dream of you sleeping found it very adorable and then the dream was about you sleeping weird rites but iloveyou:D
skip pass the holiday till
19 march 2010...
that day you asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie with you and your friends i said ok but felt that it would be awkward you said i could bring my friends along but i said i dont want to if not i would accidently leave you out so i just decided to go with you and your friends
25th march 2010...
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER i held your hand before watching the movie and during the movie i held your hand throughout every scence on of it i looked at you and you'll look at both of us holding hands you'd squeeze my hand and i would squeeze yours everytime i felt that you were getting cold i would cover your hands or put my jacket over you but you'll push it back i kissed you and on the way home in the mrt i hugged you i played with your fingers and then before i was about to leave you asked me to come to you to wisper something in my year you said iloveyou lao gong and you kissed me for the 1st time on my cheeks i felt the bliss and the love that you showed me and i really miss it iloveyou so much and that kiss is so unforgetable iloveyou lao pou forever and ever
30 march 2010...
your birthday at midnight i smsed you happy birthday and iloveyou i did the same on my blog on your blog and on facebook that day your friends and i held a party for you i obviously had to contribute went to pick you up in the morining held your hand said happy birthday and after school your friends went to buy you a cake as jean siti and eugene made you stay on the 3rd floor i called you jean picked up saying eh geraldine your lao gong finding you i was so surprised iloveyou lao pou after that brought you downstairs covered you eyes and walked you to your cake soon we sung happy birthday for you and gave the cakes away i gave you a kiss then all her friends and some of my friends clapped so loudly and she blushed:D, sorry for not having a present but that day i was so dam unlucky to have math remedial so i couldnt stay with you throughout everything sorry,iloveyou lao pou
1st april 2010...
it was our 1month aniversary i had a lesson on so i came down and said happy aniversary lao pou iloveyou sooo much i gave her a kiss and then i said sorry cant pei ni and went to the lesson you left with your korkor to see how i'd feel sorry lao pou... i fel really bad when you left me i know you felt the same when i left for the lesson sorry....iloveyou lao pou....
skip alot of days to
21april 2010...
that day you smsed me everythin that we've been through it really hurt me when i read it becasue i did so much to hurt you iloveyou sooo much and im really sorry for everything wrong i've done
28april 2010
i felt very stressed very unhappy and felt really down the only person who knew was darren... iloveyou geraldine i cannot explain how much i miss you
29april 2010
you ignored me tottaly and i felt so bad at one point i cried and then as all my goodfriends were in school i told them about everything that happen they stayed with me for almost every day and i really thank them alot for being my true friends and i really want to be with you geraldine i miss you so much iloveyou
30 april 2010
you said you never ever want to see me again i felt
skipped a whole lot of may
till
22may 2010 when the funked up rumor started and i told geraldine it is not true little did i know that you never heard about that rumor and i know the rumor is not true so geraldine please belive me iloveyou soo much i dont want to lose you iloveyou...
words of my own
everytime i look at your picture i cant forget the times we played the love game by saying i love love love love love love love love and so on everytiime i think about it i will smile everytime i think of the times we were so mushy to each other i smiled and everytime you said iloveyou or we hugged i smiled cause i miss it so much i dont want this memory to fade away everytime i read the sms you sent me i smiled and the sms that you told your friends saying you wanted to be my wife i really missed it i cannot forget the adorable face yu'll give me when i held your hands when you see me and when i said iloveyou...
ILOVEYOU LAO POU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH,NOW THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME ILOVEYOU
i will end of here BYES...
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Let me go, Yea
And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
hi
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)
Let me go, Yeah
I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my sh*t wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you
(I didnt know how much I would miss you I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone....
