yea part 2
part 1 was about the wonderful things we did together while part two is about the little things we fought over come to think about it it was very stupid that we actually fought over simple little stuff.....
this time im not gonna tell you the date when it happen im just gonna let you remember the date and i didn't forget the dates just incase you're wandering
i remember the 1st time we quralled it was over some stupid picture message that wasn't true becasue i've never held a single persons hand in my life besides my mum and you Geraldine Fung Hui Fen we almost broke up but we saved it was only the 1st 6days of our relationship...
i remember the time i kinda left you there because i was very unhappy with you saying sorry to samuel chee when you did nothing wrong i left you there alone by yourself with siti and eugene i do feel very bad about it because how could i leave my lao pou over there when she probably needed me the most so i went back could tell you were sobbing i really didn't know what to do but then after 6pm you wanted to go home i wanted to send you but you said you and siti were going home together and you dont need me but the second i turned around i saw your adorable eyes wink and siti i was like LOL i caught you doing that and you said oh damn that was my fault and i know that i was very bad to even think of doing that that was the day of sports carnival
there was once we were chatting on the phone via sms after i sent you up the bus i said that why were you so negative towards this relationship you got supper pissed and you ignored me for 5hours you replied to me at 8pm i felt really afraid that you were gonna leave me
there was once you told me everything qinglun did to you or more like for you i felt really pissed and these words "why don't you leave me alone and go to him" came out i felt pissed and sad at the same time you said "FINE" which made me really afraid of losing you....
on the 22nd of march you sent me a sms that had to do with this up there ^ you said when i told you that you was thinking to your self does that mean i want you to stop loving me no you're wrong i alwalys want your love no one but you because iloveyou and i know you felt the same way too i swore that i'll never abandon you and i never will start iloveyou...
there was once you were unhappy with me hanging out with my friends cause you thought eventually i'll fall in love with one of them but no you're wrong everytime i'm with them i talk about you don't belive go ask anyone of them but eventually we had to give in to each other i let you hang out with boys cause i dont think a good boyfriend should control their girlfriends life by letting her hang out with girls only thats being selfless so i cut you some slack and let you just hang out with whoever you want to hang out with but i do get unhappy when you get too close to them cause it makes me feel useless as a boyfriend.....you alwalys only cared how you felt but you never cared how i felt but i gave in to you every single time i dont think you notice though...
there was once you were doing helping qinglun do the YOG project then sharolyn aka bushy eyebrowns *no insults* she thought you and qinglun were an item so she tried to push you to him when i saw that i felt so damn hurt inside but who could i tell my feelings to so i kept it all inside then qinglun explained but you didn't give a single reaction...
there was once you said we have to break up.... now we have broken up 2months have passed since the break up if we didn't have broken up today could have been our i still think of you everynight if we didn't have broken up today could have been our 5month aniversary....
now about some stuff that happen after the break up charmaine koh said that she was talking to qinglun and qinglun said that he had fallen for you my heart sank deep into the sea but it sunk deeper when you broke up with me i only cried twice in school before the 1st time was you asked for a break up and the 2nd was something else and then there was once kelly called me on the phone and she said that what im going to tell you could break your heart i said ok just tell me she said that rachel ooi said that you were forced into this relationship that tore up my heart.... i dont care about rumors all i care is i want you to know my love for you is true iloveyou Geraldine Fung my lao pou...
and now about today ba...
today class outing became class party in school it was very fun and something creeped me out but the 2real important things 1st was you were there you looked adorable even though you looked the same(: and the second thing was the creepy one we were playing block catching half the class hid them self in a unknown classroom -.- and then after everyone had to leave they all were going the wrong side lol... and i was taking a shortcut at lvl two the at 4hope class down the small stairs i was walking my friend not so far behind named alec teo was right behind me and then i saw a dark shadow running towards the comp lab i saw it thought it was my friend so i chased after it but there was nothing at all when it ran past me i didn't even hear footsteps i ran to look no one not a sign of a person so i came out towards the art room block stairs and saw no one and nothing then alec ran to me and said qige where are you going i asked him did you see a dark figure run past he said yes we looked at each other got scared and ran back down to tell everybody that it felt so haunted then sharon said that she went there just now too and she heard a whipping sound it was so scary and it was only 6pm and ghost started to roam around what if it was at mid-night it will be too scary to be true i cannot forget the scene i saw of that shadow but it isn't a illusion cause if it was i will be the only one that can see it and not alec so i am sure the school could be haunted then we wanted to go check it out again but we gave up the search after awhile but it was scary anyone had a same type of exp at the lvl 2 computer lab area tell me on chat box or on facebook(:
now all i left to say is Geraldine my lao pou iloveyou...
