Friday, November 12, 2010
@ 10:49 PM
MUHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS A DEAD BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
@ 11:04 PM
MUHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!
IM BACK AND HAPPIER THEN EVER!!!!!! NO REGRETS NO WORRIES NO EMO-NESS JUST FUN AND HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE GOTTEN OVER GERALDINE AND DECIDED TO START A NEW LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE LIFE SHALL BE DIFFERENT BUT BEFORE THAT ALL THE BEST TO GERALDINE&DEON LAST LONG AND STAY HAPPY!!!!!!
today was so dam fun even getting into trouble was fun but 1st about yesterday hehehe
yesterday after school me and ashley went to a park to walk walk then we acted like fake couples and made everything epic then at night we made a dare to each other if we would dare to stead each other for one day at 1st kept pushing the dare then in the end also agree NEXT DAY!!!
today in the morning was like hold hands to school then after that chat awhile and message in class and play a fool then after geo was playing outside class and chatting with her then mrs angle yeo came to gg me,sean,mitchell,dior and amoz lols after school got held back ~.~ then went to mrs yeo for getting into trouble but after that went back to class to see mr.turtle or mr.guei or something and everything he said almost sounded like a joke but of course it wasn't lols then after all that rushed to have lunch with stella and celina cause they suddenly decided they wanted to after that rushed bck to her and brought her to training so playing a fool in the mrt then after reach i went to seans house then when going back there to pick her up i went into the lrt and daydreamed for 2full rounds of the whole lrt track lols then when picked her up went to eat a little eat ice cream then walked together t compass point and on the way kept playing lols when we reached compass it was 7pm so lol then later i suggested if we could really like stead then had some thinking and then yes kissed her goodbye then went home cant wait for tuesday :D going off le byes:D
IM BACK AND HAPPIER THEN EVER!!!!!! NO REGRETS NO WORRIES NO EMO-NESS JUST FUN AND HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE GOTTEN OVER GERALDINE AND DECIDED TO START A NEW LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE LIFE SHALL BE DIFFERENT BUT BEFORE THAT ALL THE BEST TO GERALDINE&DEON LAST LONG AND STAY HAPPY!!!!!!
today was so dam fun even getting into trouble was fun but 1st about yesterday hehehe
yesterday after school me and ashley went to a park to walk walk then we acted like fake couples and made everything epic then at night we made a dare to each other if we would dare to stead each other for one day at 1st kept pushing the dare then in the end also agree NEXT DAY!!!
today in the morning was like hold hands to school then after that chat awhile and message in class and play a fool then after geo was playing outside class and chatting with her then mrs angle yeo came to gg me,sean,mitchell,dior and amoz lols after school got held back ~.~ then went to mrs yeo for getting into trouble but after that went back to class to see mr.turtle or mr.guei or something and everything he said almost sounded like a joke but of course it wasn't lols then after all that rushed to have lunch with stella and celina cause they suddenly decided they wanted to after that rushed bck to her and brought her to training so playing a fool in the mrt then after reach i went to seans house then when going back there to pick her up i went into the lrt and daydreamed for 2full rounds of the whole lrt track lols then when picked her up went to eat a little eat ice cream then walked together t compass point and on the way kept playing lols when we reached compass it was 7pm so lol then later i suggested if we could really like stead then had some thinking and then yes kissed her goodbye then went home cant wait for tuesday :D going off le byes:D
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Untill you were gone part 2...... @ 10:02 PM
yea part 2
part 1 was about the wonderful things we did together while part two is about the little things we fought over come to think about it it was very stupid that we actually fought over simple little stuff.....
this time im not gonna tell you the date when it happen im just gonna let you remember the date and i didn't forget the dates just incase you're wandering
i remember the 1st time we quralled it was over some stupid picture message that wasn't true becasue i've never held a single persons hand in my life besides my mum and you Geraldine Fung Hui Fen we almost broke up but we saved it was only the 1st 6days of our relationship...
i remember the time i kinda left you there because i was very unhappy with you saying sorry to samuel chee when you did nothing wrong i left you there alone by yourself with siti and eugene i do feel very bad about it because how could i leave my lao pou over there when she probably needed me the most so i went back could tell you were sobbing i really didn't know what to do but then after 6pm you wanted to go home i wanted to send you but you said you and siti were going home together and you dont need me but the second i turned around i saw your adorable eyes wink and siti i was like LOL i caught you doing that and you said oh damn that was my fault and i know that i was very bad to even think of doing that that was the day of sports carnival
there was once we were chatting on the phone via sms after i sent you up the bus i said that why were you so negative towards this relationship you got supper pissed and you ignored me for 5hours you replied to me at 8pm i felt really afraid that you were gonna leave me
there was once you told me everything qinglun did to you or more like for you i felt really pissed and these words "why don't you leave me alone and go to him" came out i felt pissed and sad at the same time you said "FINE" which made me really afraid of losing you....
on the 22nd of march you sent me a sms that had to do with this up there ^ you said when i told you that you was thinking to your self does that mean i want you to stop loving me no you're wrong i alwalys want your love no one but you because iloveyou and i know you felt the same way too i swore that i'll never abandon you and i never will start iloveyou...
there was once you were unhappy with me hanging out with my friends cause you thought eventually i'll fall in love with one of them but no you're wrong everytime i'm with them i talk about you don't belive go ask anyone of them but eventually we had to give in to each other i let you hang out with boys cause i dont think a good boyfriend should control their girlfriends life by letting her hang out with girls only thats being selfless so i cut you some slack and let you just hang out with whoever you want to hang out with but i do get unhappy when you get too close to them cause it makes me feel useless as a boyfriend.....you alwalys only cared how you felt but you never cared how i felt but i gave in to you every single time i dont think you notice though...
there was once you were doing helping qinglun do the YOG project then sharolyn aka bushy eyebrowns *no insults* she thought you and qinglun were an item so she tried to push you to him when i saw that i felt so damn hurt inside but who could i tell my feelings to so i kept it all inside then qinglun explained but you didn't give a single reaction...
there was once you said we have to break up.... now we have broken up 2months have passed since the break up if we didn't have broken up today could have been our i still think of you everynight if we didn't have broken up today could have been our 5month aniversary....
now about some stuff that happen after the break up charmaine koh said that she was talking to qinglun and qinglun said that he had fallen for you my heart sank deep into the sea but it sunk deeper when you broke up with me i only cried twice in school before the 1st time was you asked for a break up and the 2nd was something else and then there was once kelly called me on the phone and she said that what im going to tell you could break your heart i said ok just tell me she said that rachel ooi said that you were forced into this relationship that tore up my heart.... i dont care about rumors all i care is i want you to know my love for you is true iloveyou Geraldine Fung my lao pou...
and now about today ba...
today class outing became class party in school it was very fun and something creeped me out but the 2real important things 1st was you were there you looked adorable even though you looked the same(: and the second thing was the creepy one we were playing block catching half the class hid them self in a unknown classroom -.- and then after everyone had to leave they all were going the wrong side lol... and i was taking a shortcut at lvl two the at 4hope class down the small stairs i was walking my friend not so far behind named alec teo was right behind me and then i saw a dark shadow running towards the comp lab i saw it thought it was my friend so i chased after it but there was nothing at all when it ran past me i didn't even hear footsteps i ran to look no one not a sign of a person so i came out towards the art room block stairs and saw no one and nothing then alec ran to me and said qige where are you going i asked him did you see a dark figure run past he said yes we looked at each other got scared and ran back down to tell everybody that it felt so haunted then sharon said that she went there just now too and she heard a whipping sound it was so scary and it was only 6pm and ghost started to roam around what if it was at mid-night it will be too scary to be true i cannot forget the scene i saw of that shadow but it isn't a illusion cause if it was i will be the only one that can see it and not alec so i am sure the school could be haunted then we wanted to go check it out again but we gave up the search after awhile but it was scary anyone had a same type of exp at the lvl 2 computer lab area tell me on chat box or on facebook(:
now all i left to say is Geraldine my lao pou iloveyou...
part 1 was about the wonderful things we did together while part two is about the little things we fought over come to think about it it was very stupid that we actually fought over simple little stuff.....
this time im not gonna tell you the date when it happen im just gonna let you remember the date and i didn't forget the dates just incase you're wandering
i remember the 1st time we quralled it was over some stupid picture message that wasn't true becasue i've never held a single persons hand in my life besides my mum and you Geraldine Fung Hui Fen we almost broke up but we saved it was only the 1st 6days of our relationship...
i remember the time i kinda left you there because i was very unhappy with you saying sorry to samuel chee when you did nothing wrong i left you there alone by yourself with siti and eugene i do feel very bad about it because how could i leave my lao pou over there when she probably needed me the most so i went back could tell you were sobbing i really didn't know what to do but then after 6pm you wanted to go home i wanted to send you but you said you and siti were going home together and you dont need me but the second i turned around i saw your adorable eyes wink and siti i was like LOL i caught you doing that and you said oh damn that was my fault and i know that i was very bad to even think of doing that that was the day of sports carnival
there was once we were chatting on the phone via sms after i sent you up the bus i said that why were you so negative towards this relationship you got supper pissed and you ignored me for 5hours you replied to me at 8pm i felt really afraid that you were gonna leave me
there was once you told me everything qinglun did to you or more like for you i felt really pissed and these words "why don't you leave me alone and go to him" came out i felt pissed and sad at the same time you said "FINE" which made me really afraid of losing you....
on the 22nd of march you sent me a sms that had to do with this up there ^ you said when i told you that you was thinking to your self does that mean i want you to stop loving me no you're wrong i alwalys want your love no one but you because iloveyou and i know you felt the same way too i swore that i'll never abandon you and i never will start iloveyou...
there was once you were unhappy with me hanging out with my friends cause you thought eventually i'll fall in love with one of them but no you're wrong everytime i'm with them i talk about you don't belive go ask anyone of them but eventually we had to give in to each other i let you hang out with boys cause i dont think a good boyfriend should control their girlfriends life by letting her hang out with girls only thats being selfless so i cut you some slack and let you just hang out with whoever you want to hang out with but i do get unhappy when you get too close to them cause it makes me feel useless as a boyfriend.....you alwalys only cared how you felt but you never cared how i felt but i gave in to you every single time i dont think you notice though...
there was once you were doing helping qinglun do the YOG project then sharolyn aka bushy eyebrowns *no insults* she thought you and qinglun were an item so she tried to push you to him when i saw that i felt so damn hurt inside but who could i tell my feelings to so i kept it all inside then qinglun explained but you didn't give a single reaction...
there was once you said we have to break up.... now we have broken up 2months have passed since the break up if we didn't have broken up today could have been our i still think of you everynight if we didn't have broken up today could have been our 5month aniversary....
now about some stuff that happen after the break up charmaine koh said that she was talking to qinglun and qinglun said that he had fallen for you my heart sank deep into the sea but it sunk deeper when you broke up with me i only cried twice in school before the 1st time was you asked for a break up and the 2nd was something else and then there was once kelly called me on the phone and she said that what im going to tell you could break your heart i said ok just tell me she said that rachel ooi said that you were forced into this relationship that tore up my heart.... i dont care about rumors all i care is i want you to know my love for you is true iloveyou Geraldine Fung my lao pou...
and now about today ba...
today class outing became class party in school it was very fun and something creeped me out but the 2real important things 1st was you were there you looked adorable even though you looked the same(: and the second thing was the creepy one we were playing block catching half the class hid them self in a unknown classroom -.- and then after everyone had to leave they all were going the wrong side lol... and i was taking a shortcut at lvl two the at 4hope class down the small stairs i was walking my friend not so far behind named alec teo was right behind me and then i saw a dark shadow running towards the comp lab i saw it thought it was my friend so i chased after it but there was nothing at all when it ran past me i didn't even hear footsteps i ran to look no one not a sign of a person so i came out towards the art room block stairs and saw no one and nothing then alec ran to me and said qige where are you going i asked him did you see a dark figure run past he said yes we looked at each other got scared and ran back down to tell everybody that it felt so haunted then sharon said that she went there just now too and she heard a whipping sound it was so scary and it was only 6pm and ghost started to roam around what if it was at mid-night it will be too scary to be true i cannot forget the scene i saw of that shadow but it isn't a illusion cause if it was i will be the only one that can see it and not alec so i am sure the school could be haunted then we wanted to go check it out again but we gave up the search after awhile but it was scary anyone had a same type of exp at the lvl 2 computer lab area tell me on chat box or on facebook(:
now all i left to say is Geraldine my lao pou iloveyou...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Untill you were gone... @ 1:16 PM
1st june 2010 today was suppose to be our 3months anniversary but today just hurts like hell today will be counting the special memories we had together hope you'll read this and you will be able to recall everything we had in the past
25th febuary 2010... the day i met you the day when i 1st saw you,that day the 1st moment i saw you your leg was on the chair like a gangster so i was avoiding contact with you but then me and my friend went out to buy some paint you wanted to borrow some after we bought it so you came and "helped" us paint but me being childish and playful went to paint on you, you then tried to get revenge by taking the bottle away and we went to snatch for it ,you then like flung it into the air and the paint landed all over the place when i say place i meant our school uniforms shocked we both were we continued playing a fool anyway as you felt guilty you suddenly decided to help us pick up litter and i called you yati and soon out of the blues someone started to throw bottles around at each other and soon we exchanged numbers quite obvious that none of our projects were even touched .thesecoond i left the school gate i smsed you askiig you about hows your shirt and how would you mother kill you, still being very happy we went opn talking about lots and lots of stuff i then went to shower so we stopped talking then on facebook i asked you how was your shirt and you said you had to wash it yourself i said me too and you said taught you have a maid i said i put a little water on it and it is counted you were like lol then i noticed on your profile that geraldine fung are now friends with ong qi ge, lee wei de and qige ong so random that night we talked so long till you went to sleep the phrase childish+childish=children is the phrase that i'll remember forever its copyrite and no one can steal it from us,i also made promises i'll cheer you up when your upset help you when your in need and never ever abandon you at any cause you said the same and we made a deal, that night was also the night i started to fall for you,you went to my blog tagged and linked me saying hello childish evil teen hahas...
26th feburay 2010... i got into so much trouble i nearly got canned or expled or both but i dindn't tell you 1st so that day was so much trouble i was with the DM for 3+hours you called sevreal times to ask where i was at you smsed me too i told you to wait for me and when i got released i was watching wei de flirt with you and i felt so pissed i then with paint again touched you on the shoulder and then i suddenly noticed my hand had paint and your shirt has it too you were like screaming but the way you did was so cute at one point in the project you were very unhappy i tried to cheer you up i asked why in sms i told stupid lame jokes and out of the blues you became happy again it was raining very heavily i started to think about what would happen because o what i did in school i just sat there to think and you asked me via sms just now i not happy now your turn emo??? i said that i dont know how to explain to you so after we went home over msn i explained to you the same explanation went up on facebook and my blog i said words that hurt you and you felt really unhappy you even cried.... im sorry.... so i did my best to save our relationship as friends i said iloveyou as a friend and my heart skipped a beat when you said it back my love for you was slowly starting to grow on that night i confessed to you, you hid your feelings...and jean came to ask me if i liked you i said maybe
27 feburay 2010... That day you sent me a sms in the morning that i will never forget it was so cute you said good morning sleepy head:D man it was the cutest thing ever but little did i know there was more to come that day i asked you about starting a relationship you said if i was sincere enough you'll consider i was sooo high and so happy i said your smile was what keeps me going that day i also bought a gift and made a box for you to confess to you in front of you on monday
28feburay 2010... i smsed you in the mornining i went cycling that day i fell many times cause i was daydreaming and smsing you everytime i falled i'll tell you and you give me the >< expression that i strangely found so cute and adorable iloveyou geraldine... you told me to concentrate on cycling i said i wanted to talk to you and then i fell again i obviously told you and you found out my plan you said I KNOW I KNOW you purposly tell me you fall de then i said HAHAS you found out then you said i was evil but you probably knew that since day one:D
1ST MARCH 2010...THE BIG DAY in the morning i woke up and prepared for todays recess skip to recess i was so excited my heart was about to burst i confessed to you at recess and your friends dragged you to the spot because you were scared i gave you a box you didn't except it but your friends said take the lion inside but cant take the box cause later you mum will suspect jean helped me cause i lost all my ideas and she gave me some grass she picked from the floor or some dead flowers hahas i need to thank 3people and it is wei de for asking me to show up jean for helping me at time and siti for bringing her over and pouring sand into my hair on day one . iloveyou geraldine we also took a video and a picture that i treasure so much
and the picture
2nd march 2010...
i was daydreaming the whole day till after school at break time before malay lesson started i hugged geraldine and after school i sent her home at the bus interchange i said to her in person iloveyou and she for the 1st time said it back i was so happy
3rd march 2010...
that day i daydreamed so much that almost every period i stood up but it was worth it that day i waited for her outside my classroom and when she walked pass i said hello adorable little girl she smiled so sweetly so i dreamt of her the whole time and my friend who was taking care of the detention class asked me if i had anything better to do lol~
4th march 2010...
that day i daydreamed in detention and then i fell asleep geraldine asked me i so boring to daydream about meh i said no i said i fell asleep to dream about you lols~ iloveyou so much
5th march 2010...
you broke up with me cause of a picture some guy sent you saying i two timed BUT I DIDN'T AND I NEVER WILL that day you told me was also the day your mother found out about us but we lived through that...
6th march 2010...
We patched up i was so happy we did and i really love you alot alot iloveyou muacks
7th march 2010...
i decided to give you a new name called lao pou i know it was spelled wrngly but i wanted to make it special iloveyou lao pou(:
8th march 2010...
that day was one of the most special days i finally held your hand for the 1st time i never felt such a rush of love between us and i wanted to hold you hand everyday i would squeez you hands so tightly and you said no blood ciruilation but then you would squeez tightly as well and i really love that feeling you gave the most adorable smile when we were holding hands iloveyou lao pou:D
9th march 2010...
that day woke up to sms you and then i went to borrow your phone to send some photos:D you asked me to send photos of me too i said baby photos can you said NOOOO MUST BE CURRENT PHOTOS HAHAS:DDD ,after school i walked you to the bus interchange and i said iloveyou lao pou and you said iloveyou too lao gong, iT was SOOOO SWEETTTTTT
10th march 2010...
woke up in the morining and smsed you again had sevreal leg cramps so pain we did soething like sports carnival and i had leg cramps i told you , you gave this face >< and i asked lao pou heart pain iszit you said why cannot uh hahas iloveyou
13 march 2010...
it was the holiday and i missed you soooo much that day i woke up after having a sweet dream of you sleeping found it very adorable and then the dream was about you sleeping weird rites but iloveyou:D
skip pass the holiday till
19 march 2010...
that day you asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie with you and your friends i said ok but felt that it would be awkward you said i could bring my friends along but i said i dont want to if not i would accidently leave you out so i just decided to go with you and your friends
25th march 2010...
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER i held your hand before watching the movie and during the movie i held your hand throughout every scence on of it i looked at you and you'll look at both of us holding hands you'd squeeze my hand and i would squeeze yours everytime i felt that you were getting cold i would cover your hands or put my jacket over you but you'll push it back i kissed you and on the way home in the mrt i hugged you i played with your fingers and then before i was about to leave you asked me to come to you to wisper something in my year you said iloveyou lao gong and you kissed me for the 1st time on my cheeks i felt the bliss and the love that you showed me and i really miss it iloveyou so much and that kiss is so unforgetable iloveyou lao pou forever and ever
30 march 2010...
your birthday at midnight i smsed you happy birthday and iloveyou i did the same on my blog on your blog and on facebook that day your friends and i held a party for you i obviously had to contribute went to pick you up in the morining held your hand said happy birthday and after school your friends went to buy you a cake as jean siti and eugene made you stay on the 3rd floor i called you jean picked up saying eh geraldine your lao gong finding you i was so surprised iloveyou lao pou after that brought you downstairs covered you eyes and walked you to your cake soon we sung happy birthday for you and gave the cakes away i gave you a kiss then all her friends and some of my friends clapped so loudly and she blushed:D, sorry for not having a present but that day i was so dam unlucky to have math remedial so i couldnt stay with you throughout everything sorry,iloveyou lao pou
1st april 2010...
it was our 1month aniversary i had a lesson on so i came down and said happy aniversary lao pou iloveyou sooo much i gave her a kiss and then i said sorry cant pei ni and went to the lesson you left with your korkor to see how i'd feel sorry lao pou... i fel really bad when you left me i know you felt the same when i left for the lesson sorry....iloveyou lao pou....
skip alot of days to
21april 2010...
that day you smsed me everythin that we've been through it really hurt me when i read it becasue i did so much to hurt you iloveyou sooo much and im really sorry for everything wrong i've done
28april 2010
i felt very stressed very unhappy and felt really down the only person who knew was darren... iloveyou geraldine i cannot explain how much i miss you
29april 2010
you ignored me tottaly and i felt so bad at one point i cried and then as all my goodfriends were in school i told them about everything that happen they stayed with me for almost every day and i really thank them alot for being my true friends and i really want to be with you geraldine i miss you so much iloveyou
30 april 2010
you said you never ever want to see me again i felt
skipped a whole lot of may
till
22may 2010 when the funked up rumor started and i told geraldine it is not true little did i know that you never heard about that rumor and i know the rumor is not true so geraldine please belive me iloveyou soo much i dont want to lose you iloveyou...
words of my own
everytime i look at your picture i cant forget the times we played the love game by saying i love love love love love love love love and so on everytiime i think about it i will smile everytime i think of the times we were so mushy to each other i smiled and everytime you said iloveyou or we hugged i smiled cause i miss it so much i dont want this memory to fade away everytime i read the sms you sent me i smiled and the sms that you told your friends saying you wanted to be my wife i really missed it i cannot forget the adorable face yu'll give me when i held your hands when you see me and when i said iloveyou...
ILOVEYOU LAO POU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH,NOW THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME ILOVEYOU
i will end of here BYES...
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Let me go, Yea
And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
hi
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)
Let me go, Yeah
I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my sh*t wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you
(I didnt know how much I would miss you I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone....
25th febuary 2010... the day i met you the day when i 1st saw you,that day the 1st moment i saw you your leg was on the chair like a gangster so i was avoiding contact with you but then me and my friend went out to buy some paint you wanted to borrow some after we bought it so you came and "helped" us paint but me being childish and playful went to paint on you, you then tried to get revenge by taking the bottle away and we went to snatch for it ,you then like flung it into the air and the paint landed all over the place when i say place i meant our school uniforms shocked we both were we continued playing a fool anyway as you felt guilty you suddenly decided to help us pick up litter and i called you yati and soon out of the blues someone started to throw bottles around at each other and soon we exchanged numbers quite obvious that none of our projects were even touched .thesecoond i left the school gate i smsed you askiig you about hows your shirt and how would you mother kill you, still being very happy we went opn talking about lots and lots of stuff i then went to shower so we stopped talking then on facebook i asked you how was your shirt and you said you had to wash it yourself i said me too and you said taught you have a maid i said i put a little water on it and it is counted you were like lol then i noticed on your profile that geraldine fung are now friends with ong qi ge, lee wei de and qige ong so random that night we talked so long till you went to sleep the phrase childish+childish=children is the phrase that i'll remember forever its copyrite and no one can steal it from us,i also made promises i'll cheer you up when your upset help you when your in need and never ever abandon you at any cause you said the same and we made a deal, that night was also the night i started to fall for you,you went to my blog tagged and linked me saying hello childish evil teen hahas...
26th feburay 2010... i got into so much trouble i nearly got canned or expled or both but i dindn't tell you 1st so that day was so much trouble i was with the DM for 3+hours you called sevreal times to ask where i was at you smsed me too i told you to wait for me and when i got released i was watching wei de flirt with you and i felt so pissed i then with paint again touched you on the shoulder and then i suddenly noticed my hand had paint and your shirt has it too you were like screaming but the way you did was so cute at one point in the project you were very unhappy i tried to cheer you up i asked why in sms i told stupid lame jokes and out of the blues you became happy again it was raining very heavily i started to think about what would happen because o what i did in school i just sat there to think and you asked me via sms just now i not happy now your turn emo??? i said that i dont know how to explain to you so after we went home over msn i explained to you the same explanation went up on facebook and my blog i said words that hurt you and you felt really unhappy you even cried.... im sorry.... so i did my best to save our relationship as friends i said iloveyou as a friend and my heart skipped a beat when you said it back my love for you was slowly starting to grow on that night i confessed to you, you hid your feelings...and jean came to ask me if i liked you i said maybe
27 feburay 2010... That day you sent me a sms in the morning that i will never forget it was so cute you said good morning sleepy head:D man it was the cutest thing ever but little did i know there was more to come that day i asked you about starting a relationship you said if i was sincere enough you'll consider i was sooo high and so happy i said your smile was what keeps me going that day i also bought a gift and made a box for you to confess to you in front of you on monday
28feburay 2010... i smsed you in the mornining i went cycling that day i fell many times cause i was daydreaming and smsing you everytime i falled i'll tell you and you give me the >< expression that i strangely found so cute and adorable iloveyou geraldine... you told me to concentrate on cycling i said i wanted to talk to you and then i fell again i obviously told you and you found out my plan you said I KNOW I KNOW you purposly tell me you fall de then i said HAHAS you found out then you said i was evil but you probably knew that since day one:D
1ST MARCH 2010...THE BIG DAY in the morning i woke up and prepared for todays recess skip to recess i was so excited my heart was about to burst i confessed to you at recess and your friends dragged you to the spot because you were scared i gave you a box you didn't except it but your friends said take the lion inside but cant take the box cause later you mum will suspect jean helped me cause i lost all my ideas and she gave me some grass she picked from the floor or some dead flowers hahas i need to thank 3people and it is wei de for asking me to show up jean for helping me at time and siti for bringing her over and pouring sand into my hair on day one . iloveyou geraldine we also took a video and a picture that i treasure so much
and the picture
2nd march 2010...
i was daydreaming the whole day till after school at break time before malay lesson started i hugged geraldine and after school i sent her home at the bus interchange i said to her in person iloveyou and she for the 1st time said it back i was so happy
3rd march 2010...
that day i daydreamed so much that almost every period i stood up but it was worth it that day i waited for her outside my classroom and when she walked pass i said hello adorable little girl she smiled so sweetly so i dreamt of her the whole time and my friend who was taking care of the detention class asked me if i had anything better to do lol~
4th march 2010...
that day i daydreamed in detention and then i fell asleep geraldine asked me i so boring to daydream about meh i said no i said i fell asleep to dream about you lols~ iloveyou so much
5th march 2010...
you broke up with me cause of a picture some guy sent you saying i two timed BUT I DIDN'T AND I NEVER WILL that day you told me was also the day your mother found out about us but we lived through that...
6th march 2010...
We patched up i was so happy we did and i really love you alot alot iloveyou muacks
7th march 2010...
i decided to give you a new name called lao pou i know it was spelled wrngly but i wanted to make it special iloveyou lao pou(:
8th march 2010...
that day was one of the most special days i finally held your hand for the 1st time i never felt such a rush of love between us and i wanted to hold you hand everyday i would squeez you hands so tightly and you said no blood ciruilation but then you would squeez tightly as well and i really love that feeling you gave the most adorable smile when we were holding hands iloveyou lao pou:D
9th march 2010...
that day woke up to sms you and then i went to borrow your phone to send some photos:D you asked me to send photos of me too i said baby photos can you said NOOOO MUST BE CURRENT PHOTOS HAHAS:DDD ,after school i walked you to the bus interchange and i said iloveyou lao pou and you said iloveyou too lao gong, iT was SOOOO SWEETTTTTT
10th march 2010...
woke up in the morining and smsed you again had sevreal leg cramps so pain we did soething like sports carnival and i had leg cramps i told you , you gave this face >< and i asked lao pou heart pain iszit you said why cannot uh hahas iloveyou
13 march 2010...
it was the holiday and i missed you soooo much that day i woke up after having a sweet dream of you sleeping found it very adorable and then the dream was about you sleeping weird rites but iloveyou:D
skip pass the holiday till
19 march 2010...
that day you asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie with you and your friends i said ok but felt that it would be awkward you said i could bring my friends along but i said i dont want to if not i would accidently leave you out so i just decided to go with you and your friends
25th march 2010...
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER i held your hand before watching the movie and during the movie i held your hand throughout every scence on of it i looked at you and you'll look at both of us holding hands you'd squeeze my hand and i would squeeze yours everytime i felt that you were getting cold i would cover your hands or put my jacket over you but you'll push it back i kissed you and on the way home in the mrt i hugged you i played with your fingers and then before i was about to leave you asked me to come to you to wisper something in my year you said iloveyou lao gong and you kissed me for the 1st time on my cheeks i felt the bliss and the love that you showed me and i really miss it iloveyou so much and that kiss is so unforgetable iloveyou lao pou forever and ever
30 march 2010...
your birthday at midnight i smsed you happy birthday and iloveyou i did the same on my blog on your blog and on facebook that day your friends and i held a party for you i obviously had to contribute went to pick you up in the morining held your hand said happy birthday and after school your friends went to buy you a cake as jean siti and eugene made you stay on the 3rd floor i called you jean picked up saying eh geraldine your lao gong finding you i was so surprised iloveyou lao pou after that brought you downstairs covered you eyes and walked you to your cake soon we sung happy birthday for you and gave the cakes away i gave you a kiss then all her friends and some of my friends clapped so loudly and she blushed:D, sorry for not having a present but that day i was so dam unlucky to have math remedial so i couldnt stay with you throughout everything sorry,iloveyou lao pou
1st april 2010...
it was our 1month aniversary i had a lesson on so i came down and said happy aniversary lao pou iloveyou sooo much i gave her a kiss and then i said sorry cant pei ni and went to the lesson you left with your korkor to see how i'd feel sorry lao pou... i fel really bad when you left me i know you felt the same when i left for the lesson sorry....iloveyou lao pou....
skip alot of days to
21april 2010...
that day you smsed me everythin that we've been through it really hurt me when i read it becasue i did so much to hurt you iloveyou sooo much and im really sorry for everything wrong i've done
28april 2010
i felt very stressed very unhappy and felt really down the only person who knew was darren... iloveyou geraldine i cannot explain how much i miss you
29april 2010
you ignored me tottaly and i felt so bad at one point i cried and then as all my goodfriends were in school i told them about everything that happen they stayed with me for almost every day and i really thank them alot for being my true friends and i really want to be with you geraldine i miss you so much iloveyou
30 april 2010
you said you never ever want to see me again i felt
skipped a whole lot of may
till
22may 2010 when the funked up rumor started and i told geraldine it is not true little did i know that you never heard about that rumor and i know the rumor is not true so geraldine please belive me iloveyou soo much i dont want to lose you iloveyou...
words of my own
everytime i look at your picture i cant forget the times we played the love game by saying i love love love love love love love love and so on everytiime i think about it i will smile everytime i think of the times we were so mushy to each other i smiled and everytime you said iloveyou or we hugged i smiled cause i miss it so much i dont want this memory to fade away everytime i read the sms you sent me i smiled and the sms that you told your friends saying you wanted to be my wife i really missed it i cannot forget the adorable face yu'll give me when i held your hands when you see me and when i said iloveyou...
ILOVEYOU LAO POU THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH,NOW THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME ILOVEYOU
i will end of here BYES...
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl I love.....
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skriller
Now look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Let me go, Yea
And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
It took a wrong man to admit he's wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like
hi
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)
Let me go, Yeah
I'm too stressed, let me try and not think
Close my eyes, you're inside my lids
So I try not blink for one split sec
'cause show boating got my sh*t wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we had to part tides
Had a long-sighted vision, it ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you
(I didnt know how much I would miss you I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone....
Friday, May 28, 2010
@ 3:15 PM
I STILL LOVE YOU I DONT HAVE ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND I'LL JUS BE WAITING FOR YOU ILOVEYOU AND I'VE ALWALYS MEANT IT I'VE ALWALYS MISSED YOU AND I ALWALYS WILL NEED YOU. YOU CHANGED ME FROM THE DAY I MET YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO FORGET YOU SO PLEASE DONT FORGET ME DONT RETURN ME ANYTHING CAUSE I WANTYOU TO KEEP IT THE MEMORIES AND THE TIME I SPENT WITH YOU IS REALLY UNCOUNTABLE AND I REALLY CHERISH IT ILOVEYOU GERALDINE FUNG HUI FEN DONT FORGET WHAT EVER HAPPENS I'LL BE WATCHING YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME .....):....
about yesterday 1st
so fun sia relive teacher come dam pro let us blast music using school speaker closed all windows blast music turn off lights dance around shout around 1respect going pe look inside like so pro LOL SO DAM FUN BUT THEN ms voo come in ruin everything-,- then recess boring after recess history watch movie lol then boring all the way but then nerly gg cause of my playfulness/childish-ness lol in mdm suzie office for 6hours after ptm went back t her office agn then 6.50 then go home 7+reach home neck pain hand pain sian... thanks to kelly awalys being to close to me people think im her boyfriend MAGEN AND RACHEL OOI STOP SPREADING RUMORS Geraldine heard about it and it killed her inside now im trying to explain and its killinig me inside everytime she says something that really hurts... saying thank them for letting me know that its no use wasting your time loving me anymore is like ripping my heart apart saying we should be complete strangers is like throwing it away saying you hate me burns my heart to ashes feeling so bad nobody knows feeling like crying but i cant show feeling so much pain and then my father comes along to scold me for being forgetful and my once so called brother is just causing me so much dam trouble and he says he's helping if you wanna help delete geraldine's number stay out of my life. why cant you belive me....why cant you belive that i never two-timed you alwalys say once bitten twice shy you've bitten me so many times but im still trying to save this relationship and you just want to give up you say you want to be complete strangers when you know there's more to it i feel so bad feel so sad feel so pissed dont want to hold it anymore hate life hate everything and for the last time kelly is not my anyone she's a friend so just stick to it people who knows about the rumor FUCK OFF CAN I ONG QI GE AM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE SO FUCK THE HELL OFF I DARE YU TO SPEAK ABOUT IT AGAIN
so fun sia relive teacher come dam pro let us blast music using school speaker closed all windows blast music turn off lights dance around shout around 1respect going pe look inside like so pro LOL SO DAM FUN BUT THEN ms voo come in ruin everything-,- then recess boring after recess history watch movie lol then boring all the way but then nerly gg cause of my playfulness/childish-ness lol in mdm suzie office for 6hours after ptm went back t her office agn then 6.50 then go home 7+reach home neck pain hand pain sian... thanks to kelly awalys being to close to me people think im her boyfriend MAGEN AND RACHEL OOI STOP SPREADING RUMORS Geraldine heard about it and it killed her inside now im trying to explain and its killinig me inside everytime she says something that really hurts... saying thank them for letting me know that its no use wasting your time loving me anymore is like ripping my heart apart saying we should be complete strangers is like throwing it away saying you hate me burns my heart to ashes feeling so bad nobody knows feeling like crying but i cant show feeling so much pain and then my father comes along to scold me for being forgetful and my once so called brother is just causing me so much dam trouble and he says he's helping if you wanna help delete geraldine's number stay out of my life. why cant you belive me....why cant you belive that i never two-timed you alwalys say once bitten twice shy you've bitten me so many times but im still trying to save this relationship and you just want to give up you say you want to be complete strangers when you know there's more to it i feel so bad feel so sad feel so pissed dont want to hold it anymore hate life hate everything and for the last time kelly is not my anyone she's a friend so just stick to it people who knows about the rumor FUCK OFF CAN I ONG QI GE AM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE SO FUCK THE HELL OFF I DARE YU TO SPEAK ABOUT IT AGAIN
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
@ 10:11 PM
Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
To some, love is a word that they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
Love will come to save us, if we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us, but demand we give our all
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
I would fight for you, would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
To some, love is a word that they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
Love will come to save us, if we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us, but demand we give our all
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
I would fight for you, would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for
