I HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY FOR THE SAKE OF MY FRIENDS AND FOR YOU BUT WHAT IF THE OUTCOME IS BAD WHAT IF I MIGHT NEVER SEE YOU ALL AGIAN WHAT IF MY FAMILY WONT FORGIVE ME WHAT IF I HAVE TO GIVE UP ON LIFE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I LOVE MY LIFE I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW BD I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT IF I HAVE TO GO WILL I STILL BE IN YOUR HEARTS I NEED LOVE IM AFRAID I REALLY NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON SOB... SOB... LIFE IS NOT EASY WHAT SHOULD I DO WHAT WILL MY PARENTS SAY WHEN I SHOW THEM THAT PAPER WHAT IF I CAN NEVER GO BACK TO HIHS T-T WHAT IF LIFE HAS NO MEANING DO I REALLY STILL HAVE TO LIVE IF THERE'S NO SCH I'D RATHER DIE